I'm not really sure what I want to say on this issue from the get go. But I was hoping to start an active thread dealing with Co-Dependency in relationships, as learned behavior of abuse, and as an overall social sickness in our everyday society.
I am fighting Co-Dependency as an addiction (it feels much like alcohol) and as a learned behavioral pattern due to a long history of sexaul abuse.
Until recently I had NO idea how intertwined it has become in my life and how many people in my life are dependents. I am pushing through my life right now breaking patterns, recognizing them and trying very hard to find a healthier emotional structure to the seemingly unending chaos that I have lived in for so long.
I would like to one day call myself a recovering chaotic.