...so i was thinkin'

[FemNLeatherNLace]

...ok *sippin coffee* at O' Dark Thirty in the am...TRYING to be a snooze button for someone....'cept hy kept sleepin thru my snooze buttonin'...anyways...so i had to pee round 2:30 am this mornin'..(ok c'mon EVERYBODY does it ... jeez)...and on my way back to bed..saw a message from my Brother...so we got ta talkin...and stuff and stuff..then hy went to work...and i sat here...thinkin' 4 am is not that far off...if i stay awake....i could call..say good mornin' ...so i had ta time ta kill and ...and often times my mind goes on some BIZARRE trips...yea yea i know noone is goina rush to say "oh no honey..no it doesn't...i find everything you think completely wonderful and easy to understand..." <insert eyeroll>

...but do you ever in quiet times, or when drivin, or whatever...just think random thoughts?...so i was thinkin'....

~i was thinkin'...
...'bout how much i love my mom and how scared i am that i may lose her...could...and how old she's become which in turn reminded me of how old I HAVE BECOME..i stopped thinkin' bout that...

~i was thinkin'...
...'bout how...if my feet are cold my WHOLE damn body is cold...(then put on my eyeore socks)...

~i was thinkin'...
...'bout my eyeore socks and how much i love them...and how one eyeore is fallin off but i think it's funny and haven't sewed him back on good cuz it makes me laff how his head flops over to the side and looks up at people in front of me when i walk...

~i was thinkin...
...'bout the last 3 years..and how much i have healed and grown and changed...how i don't care anymore about a lot of the juvenile shit..and well...how i feel like you "ain't gotta like me..i'm perfectly ok with that" and how i can ignore bullshit now and have lost the need to know what people are saying about me in a negative way cuz well i have finally found my "frankly my dear i don't give a damn..and btw take a xanax" 'tude...

~i was thinkin'...
...'bout how in some ways i'm glad i have been thru some stuff cuz it helps me understand or at the very least empathize when other people are going thru similar or the same stuff...

~i was thinkin...
...why the HELL does my cat have a fuckin fetish with my closet, my nipple ring, and toilet paper and how much i have come to love two little ole teenage and toddler cats... and WHY OH FUCKIN WHY do cats have such stanky ass and the need to put it in your damn face >>>BLECH

~i was thinkin'...
...'bout..how glad i am that i just gave in and accepted that i love hym..whether hy ever really loved me or not...and how certain things still catch my chest, squeeze and take my breath away and bring immediate tears because they hurt so much...simple things too..like when hys smile flashes thru my mind...or remembering things hy said...or...eating breakfast in front of that beautiful view in NOLA... ...and how i can cry on a dime for hours...because i miss hym so deeply...but that...in time...that will all go away...as it did with the first Boi i truly loved...

~i was thinkin'...
...WHERE THE HELL DID THAT CRACK IN MY CEILING COME FROM then remembers we had a gazillion earthquakes this week...

~i was thinkin'...
...i am really enjoying getting to know this Butch...and thinking about hym too much...and reminding myself i said NO DAMN BOIS...and wonderin' wth i'm doing...and how i need to go slow...and how hy wants to meet me and it both makes me feel all high school giggly and scared to death...and...what a genuinely sweet person hy is..and above all...how i want our friendship that has been growing for over a year..to never go away...and best of all how it is kept away from butch-femme or any other online social gathering place so to speak..and how nice that is...to interact..privately...just getting to know someone..without it all coming right back to the public...

~i was thinkin'...
How i used to care so much about what people thought of me...and how i had this obssessive need to defend myself when things that were not true were said about me...and how now..i feel like..."Hmmm damn is that the best you could come up with GEEEEZUZ at least make my exploits interesting!!!"...LOL...how in so many ways..it's good to be grown up...

~i was thinkin'
...after all this thinkin' i'm starving!!!...

so i made one last call...THANK GAWD hy answered...said "GET UP DAMNIT YOU ARE LATE"....and got another cup of coffee...and then decided it's DAYUM cold i'm getting back in bed for a few...


...feel free to think here...a place where thoughts needn't make sense, or even be explained...just a quiet place...to think....

[Graham]

I'm really going to enjoy this thread. I'm a driver and have plenty of time to think. I don't have any at this time, but I'm sure I'm going to post a few.

[inkedup]

I was thinkin...

...sometimes I just wish I could have a 'normal' relationship with an ex friend.

...if I put all my schoolboks away, it'll make it so definite and over.

...i want to ream some nurses a new one in SW PA.

...i miss my best biomale friend and all the fun we used to have just hangin out in SoCal.

[motoboi]

I am thinkin that FemNLeatherNLace is so femme because of how much she wrote
and how cute it was about her socks..lol

I am thinkin I must be so butch because I could not focus to read all of it ..lol
or I have A.D.D

~moto

[Sugarlips1313]

Thanks LeatherNLace... I have random thoughts all the time. I think it'll be interesting to type them out and come back to them later...

So... you got me thinking, it IS a wonderful thing to be liking someone and not have it all over the forums. I don't like drama. If it works out, we'll post later...

I'm thinking I cannot wait for holiday break to get here, but I have SO Much shopping to do.

I think it sucks that I got to send all my guys home for the day at 11:30, but I'm stuck here til 4:30, when I do have all this shopping to do.

I need to get my nails done. I need to get my hair re-highlighted. I'm hungry. Dayum Hy turns me on and makes me feel things I didn't know possible. *whew*

Yummy... McD's hand delivered to my desk. See- I need THAT kind of service every day! WOO HOO!!

I have many more deeper thoughts going on, but I don't know that I want to post them all just now.

I'll be back...

~The Sugary Doll~

[offroadbutch]

I was thinkin'....

that I should ditch my stereo and get a new one,
why does my roomie have an evil cat that doesn't like to be touched, petted or played with by ANYONE,
that it is odd for my mom has to work through the holidays and won't be going out of the country for vacation like she always does,
The Bug has two piles of clothes on the floor - one clean, one dirty - and I have hardly any space in my closet for her to hang her clothes up,
why it took so friggin long for them to activate my cell phone,
where to get a plaid Christmas stocking that I need for the show this weekend,
our cast was in the newspaper last week (some photos anyways) and the article didn't really have anything to do with us at all,
why do I have to spend another holiday alone,
why doesn't the other cat fight back when the dog attacks him,
where the Hell is my other Marvin the Martian slipper sock,
and 6 more days till roomies birthday!!

[shellies2good4u]

{{{Sugar}}} i have an appointment today to have my hair, manicure and pedicure done.. WooHoo.. can't ya just sneak out since everyone else is gone?

{{{OB}}} Thank you for pointing me here.. and have you checked under the bugs laundry? Marvin may be there!

~flutterin' out, but will be back when i'm comfy about sharin' my thoughts~

[RealPoetsWriteNPen]

FemN~~~ My dear your a sweetie, what a great thread!!

~~So I was thinkin...........

I was thinking about hw close i came to losin the most important thing in life, love, permanently, and then I was thinkin that some people on this thread did, and i felt guilty for being so happy when so many, are so sad.

I was thinkin, that I feel like theres not enough time, i have so much to do, and when i was doin coke, i had all the time in the world cuz i had so much energy, and all that, and i thought if i just got ..u know..and i could get itall done.. then i was like So mad at myself!!

I was thinkin about BFBB and the convo we had last night, and i wanted to just be there in person and hold hym, i was soooo worried.

I was thinkin about CBB, and how much pain hys in, and how i wanted to do the same for hym...

I was thinking about Someone else who kept me up all night talking and i just fell into the convo, and i was happy to have a great conversation about "art"

I was thinking about this girl, and this weird experience, and how much i really like her, and am glad were talking and that she moves me, and she is SO sad too, and I hope she gets ewhat she wants and needs sooon.

I was thinking....

[offroadbutch]

{{{OB}}} Thank you for pointing me here.. and have you checked under the bugs laundry? Marvin may be there!

The problem is that I'm not sure which pile is clean or dirty.

[shellies2good4u]

The problem is that I'm not sure which pile is clean or dirty.

*giggles* um.. then ask bug to check and see if Marvin is under one of the piles.. lol

~i was thinkin'.... Sugary One.. i snuck out of the office today to do my shoppin'.. lol.. wish we were closer.. maybe you'd sneak off to go shoppin' and pamperin' day too!

[Sugarlips1313]

~i was thinkin'.... Sugary One.. i snuck out of the office today to do my shoppin'.. lol.. wish we were closer.. maybe you'd sneak off to go shoppin' and pamperin' day too!

So.. now I'm thinking, if Shellie was here or I was there, we'd be having a Girl's Day Out and it would be grand.

I'm thinking my boss is a prick and if it weren't for him, I would be gone.
I'm thinking I can't wait for my x-mas present *smiles*.
I'm thinking I need more money.
I'm thinking I need to move.
How DO they make "Cajun Peanuts"??
How come cheese popcorn tastes so good?
Should I go to that party tomorrow night? Should I get drunk?
hmm...

SHOOT! Forgot about the Moonshine! I'll have to get it next week! DAMNIT!

Hmm...

Shellie's great! I can't wait til she gets back here with us, we're gonna have the BEST time! WOO HOO!!

OK... phone call...

[Roo]

i dig this type of thread. i created my own some time ago and it's good to know that i now have two places to unload my random shit.

so i was thinkin...

i like the straws you get from mickeyD's. now, i love Wendy's. it's a borderline perversion i have, i'm sure. i just wish that Wendy's would take McD's idea and make their straws fatter. they're too skinny. i'm a thirsty boy, don't deny me my soda.

while i'm still thinking about food for a second..i eat the same thing for days in a row. wonder if that's OCD. i had the same thing for lunch yesterday as i had today and i'm already thinking about having the same thing for dinner. odd.

my lips are chapped and i can never be bothered to help them out with some chapstick or anything. however, on monday i did go and get some, but have only used it once. i feel like once should be enough. apparently, it's not.

i wonder where i'll be in 5 years.

i was driving home the other night around 1am-ish and saw a falling star. then i proceeded to have an internal conversion, much like all of this post has been, about how they aren't called falling stars, but shooting stars. i then got confused and have finally come to the conclusion that yes, i did see two falling/shooting stars and you can call them whatever you want.

thumbs up to this thread, FemN.

[Graham]

9 to 5 should mean just that....so we could spend lots of time with the one you love.

[cutesftbutch4u]

That next week is Christmas and i have not even done any shopping. Thinking that im not in the mood for Christmas this year for many reasons and i wish that it would just be the new year already..

how rough next semester is going to be in school...how i cant wait to get my head back in my books and be a nerd...

How well i did on my two finals...gosh they were so hard but im sure i did fine...

That i care about my friends like they are my family..that i would do anything i could for each and every one of the..

How i get to know someone on here..all my guards up..this boi was not letting anyone in..and here she comes on her horse sweeping me right off my feet...I look forward to her emails every morning...im thinking right now im swept away far far into a dream..Thinking how i can get to her and just be there for her and be her christmas present..

[FemNLeatherNLace]

WOW!!!

Well right now i'm thinkin how kewl it is that i'm not the only one that does this kind of thinkin'!

~i was thinkin'...
... WOW look at all those thoughts!! And how sweet everyone is...waves to ya'all!!!

~i was thinkin'...
...(Looks at Roo) omg i just had a convo about Jack In The Box a few days ago and how i liked their straws best...long...thick and the kewlest color of blue...and then i thought THAT was a kinda freaky convo cuz i was ONLY talking about their sucking quality ..then i decided there is NO way to clean upi this convo and just shut up and ate my fries

~i was thinkin'
...after readin the girl's thoughts up there...it sucks the big fuckin kahona to lose what you love....AND i would give a right lung to be gettin a manicure, pedicure, and my hair done with the girls today..then i would take them to lunch at Miyakos and have Japanese food...and then to the Vault for drinks!!!

~i was thinkin'
...i remember how when i graduated from college..i didn't want it to end...i could be a college student forever..cuz i loved it...

~i was thinkin'...
...'bout oysters...

~i was thinkin'...
...bout the ferrys in Canada...and smiled thinkin' bout ferry rides...and how all of them are special memories...

~i was thinkin'...
...it is WET and MUDDY here and i would love NOTHING more than to go 3~Wheelin'!!!

[hym]

I’m thinkin that,
I could never have the patience,
to type all the shit I’m thinkin’
and if I did,
take the time to type it,
and then post it,
you all would know,
once,
and for all,
just how fuckin crazy,
I am.

..and I can't help but keep thinkin about..her cat having a fuckin fetish with her nipple ring..actually, scratch that..cuz, I'm picturin' that..and now I'm thinkin' that would be another thread entirely..and now I'm thinkin' I'm gonna be in trouble for admitting that..and i probably should edit..but I'm not going to..cuz this is the truth and she's gotta accept the truth..and now i'm thinkin'..fuck that whole thing Sugarlips said about "...it IS a wonderful thing to be liking someone and not have it all over the forums. I don't like drama. If it works out, we'll post later..." ..I'm thinkin'..hell..relationships aren't perfect cuz people aren't perfect..why would I wait till I'm sure it's working out to start posting..it's my life experiences i'm posting..and if it's this way right now and another way tomorrow..so be it..it's real life..and it ain't all good..and now i'm thinkin' sugar might be offended by that and I might wanna edit that..nah..and finally i'm thinkin..this is exactly what I was thinkin' about in the first place..too many fuckin thoughts one right after the other..and before ya know it..I'm derailing my own train.

hym <-----one crazy mutherfucker!

[Sugarlips1313]

I'm thinkin' that hym is right that posting life experiences is important and I've done that, just haven't posted hys name due to others that cause drama.
I'm thinkin' that I should have been more specific in my earlier thinkin'.
I'm thinkin' hym would never offend me with the truth. Nor would anyone else.
I'm thinkin' it's stupid that people have to cause drama and can't leave others alone.
I'm thinkin' that after cleaning and servicing my car, it really SUCKS that I broke a nail, so now I'm glad I didn't go get that manicure yet.
I'm thinkin' hym sounds like a cool-ass, crazy motherfucker and shouldn't worry about posting hys thoughts.
I'm thinkin' that ROO & LNL are funny with their straw talk, but also glad others have inane conversations such as those, makes me feel less weird.
I'm thinkin' that cats rule the world.
I'm thinkin' I'm gonna go flirt again...

[FemNLeatherNLace]

*waves to hym*

~i was thinkin'...
Cuz i just went to my Quick Stop..and on the way back checked my mail...and originally thought (about the City of Hollister Truck) why ya gotta park right in front of the mailboxes...is it not bad enough that i have to cross this highway where i got creamed last December..NOW i gotta park..get out..walk over to the mailbox..but how i just smiled...and the guy said "hi..why don't they deliver to your house" and i said, "cuz they wanna make me cross that damn highway"...and he said .."hey did your mom get in an accident here last year" and i said, Um no but i did.." and we talked bout it and he told me he was the first guy that stopped and was talkin' to me, but i didn't answer...and i said.."well i heard ya but i couldn't see ya and i couldn't answer cuz my lungs had collapsed...but how kewl is this i have thought often about that accident and how grateful that people had stopped" and i hugged him and said thanks you and he said...."well i'm glad you are ok" and then i thought wow..this was kewl!!! *edits to ad* MY MOM??? Does that mean i look younger now or..um ?

~i was thinkin'...
...the nipple ring fetish is a scary thing cuz THAT cat can be evil and recently snuck up on me during a very BAD time and how laughing at certain times can be well "FUCKED" but it all worked out ok...and how SOMETIMES it's kewl how you can't be seen when you are on the phone..or well at least at THAT moment i couldn't and how I BETTER STOP NOW CUZ THIS THOUGHT IS CRUISING into well....LOL...

~i was thinkin'...
...how i can see hym's point about public stuff..but..i been there a few times and well some people just thrive on fucking things up..so it's half a dozen of one and 6 of the other...and right now...privacy is workin' nicely...but i also tend to be like hym and feel like my life's experiences are just that and i tend to be verbal about em too...

[FemNLeatherNLace]

~i was thinkin'...
...i'm glad Alfalfa is ok...

~i was thinkin'...
...LUST is good..to hell with the rules and regs and bullshit!!!

~i was thinkin'...
..i kinda miss someone from my past and wonder what Hys doin' now...

~i was thinkin'...
i have lost 24 lbs since October 7th and well if i fall in love and breakup like 2 more times...i'm buyin a slutty bikini for the summer

~i was thinkin'...
...a lot of times i think things i shouldn't and well that's just life and i prolly shouldn't think things i shouldn't but i do so why lie about it...but i am not currently this moment thinkin' anything i shouldn't...

[FemNLeatherNLace]

~i was thinkin'...
...i should be gettin' busy now but CB's post made me then then and i had to post again and wonders if that makes me Assdicted?

~i was thinkin'...
...hym doesn't know me and CB and Riley and Wolfie and a few others very well..cuz we will give hym a run for hys money in the "crazy mother fucker" department...

~i was thinkin'...
...have i ever fucked a mother fucker...i'm pretty sure i have but am i a mother fucker...hmmmm...ponders..not that i am aware of...don't think any of the Butches i have been with had bio kids..but now i wanna know...

~i was thinkin'...
..Been in the legal field a hella long time and yes CB i'm pretty sure somewhere, sometime..that lawsuit has been entered into the case law books....cuz well humans are letigious mofo's..i suggest "Elevator Butt Plugs"!!!

~i was thinkin'...
...now i'm having entrepeneur thoughts about Butt Plugs WHAT THE FUCK??? Smacks CB...

~i was thinkin'...
...CB has a GREAT idea 'bout the fucksomuchihavenochoicebuttoloseweight...ima think 'bout that S'MORE..oh no here i go thinkin' again!!!

[chick92103]

...in keeping with McD's talk, how come their fountain coke is so much tastier than anywhere else? I swear there is no coke like McD's coke!

...and wondering why the people who constantly say "I want someone honest" are the ones who turn out to be liars? likewise, the ones who say "I want someone loyal" turn out to be cheaters, more often than not. are they scared of getting saddled with someone just like them?

...about how hot, dry, windy weather is perfect earthquake weather. going home to remove the picture that hangs over my bed. perhaps I should purchase a lifevest, in case CA falls into the ocean.

...and wondering why do hot dogs taste better at the ballpark and popcorn at the movie theater?

...about how it has recently been brought to my attention that I am a shitty driver. this came to light during a convo where I couldn't remember exactly how many car accidents I have had. I know it's more than one hand (five) but am hopeful that it's less than two hands (ten). thinkin' I am gonna own this fact from now on..."hi, my name is jennifer, and I suck at driving."

...about how different my life is from anything I would have ever imagined, but it's still pretty damn good.

[motleycruiser]

~why do people have to be mean for no reason, its obviously not making your day any better why inflict others

~how fucked up it is that my mother & I are getting along better after she almost died than before

~why does our company keep sending us news about how well we are doing but they took our bonus away, are they just sadistic fuckers or what

~how much better this world would be if people would just shut their mouth & listen

~how Im so freakin happy my boi is ok

~that my house is destroyed & I dont give a flying fart

~how much its going to suck to come in tomorrow to work

~why do I get atleast one compliment a day on my clothes but I have 1 mgr who must quote the dress code to me...get a life

~why do I have to repeat myself 5 times, I know I can enunciate very well grrrrrrrrrr

[FemNLeatherNLace]

~i was thinkinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn'...
...back from the SFM days i can't see Mot's Id without thinkin bout her bootay!!!

~i was thinkin'...
...i have blown off this whole day thinkin' ... and i must now admit i been thinkin' bout stuff i shouldn't and i LIKE IT

~i was thinkin'...
...on the heels of the McD's comments that tho i don't really like fast food i LOVE McD's greasy limp fries..but that Jack In The Box fries now rawk too!!!

~i was thinkin'...
...i think bout sex continually nonstop in some fashion or another ..am i a dude?...

~i was thinkin'...
...i can't remember how many accidents i been in either

~i was thinkin'...
...somehow CB's elevator thoughts kinda make me think freaky things too 'bout otherwise normal daily activities...YOU sick fuck CB..GREAT as if it wasn't bad enough already..is this a sign of menopause? If so..bring it on...lordy

~i was thinkin'...
...i don't think i have ever done this much random thinkin'...

~i was thinkin'...
...the little Iranian lady that runs my Quick Stop is really cute and has memorized what smokes i buy ... how cute is that? i know she just likes my money..but hey...oh well...

~i was thinkin'...
...i know it's way in the past now..but i do see some of the stuff you post and i do worry and hope you are ok...despite all the negativity...and wierdness that has come to light...bottom line is ... it's been a closed chapter going on a year now (woa..that's trippy in and of itself) ... but i wasn't as heartless as you imagined...healing thoughts going out to ya...

~i was thinkin'...
...Riley's head really did look like a cue ball that glowed and well that was just some sorta freaky

[cutesftbutch4u]

I was thinkin Fem is smokin something..and that i look good with my cue ball head

[Amethystluv]

......ya know , i was thinking about how someone that calls herself my best friend, could soooooooo act like she is my enemy.....and then i was wondering if she sleeps well at night because she not only is letting our friendship down, she is disappointing 3 children as well.i wonder what her excuse will be this time!?!?!..

....i was then inclined to wander into wondering if some people really do have NO conscience.....and that took off into the times i have had waaaaaay too much conscience over the years about my life....i was also wondering if i am a compete idiot because i get sucked in by others and their half truths and spun webs...i tend to believe others are good and open and real and tell the truth...duh!

.....i was also thinking about how life is really precious and i cannot take anything for granted, EVER......not my children, family, friends, aquaintances, no one....life spins on a dime and one minute we are here and the next minute we can be gone forever.....which spun off into i need to express my feelings more . i was earlier this year when we all believed my ex- partner was dying. why did her not being ill cause me to stop expressing myself? i stopped feeling as much, i stopped opening myself up, i just have become a shell.....that the recent 2 deaths here have set off the reopning of my soul...can i keep up? will i keep those channels open? i hope so...

i absolutely adore some of the people that frequent this site.....they go above and beyond in so many ways...i amever amazed by the inherent goodness in humanity.....amazed in the good sense....i am dismayed by the inherent maliciousness and deviousness of some of humanity....yin and yang....it takes light and dark to exist...that kharma is .....it exists...that i could actually work at never learning my kharmic lessons and keep coming back here over and over many times, or i can finally * get it *and move on...i think i choose to learn the lesson. the lesson for me this time is that love is the lesson and protection is the key....i am going on too long and the little men in the little white coats are coming to take me away if i keep going.....ROFL.

[lissa]

I think I might have hurt my laptops speakers by turning up everything to 100

I love Sisters of Mercy.. Gads how can a song I have been listiong to for over 20 yrs still get my heart going and my juices flowing..

I don't care what launchcast said.. That was a remix.. not even the extented play, but a new version of Temple of Love.. I know this song, and it was new and improved.

I just danced my heart out for 11 mins.. Not a lil shake your booty, but a full blown joy induced trance.

Someone please call 911..

These floors are not going to clean them selves.. Wouldn't it be great if they did?

[murkywater16]

I was thinking...
...I miss my best friend from high school and I wonder what she's doing now.

I was thinking...
...how it sucks that I have work on Christmas Eve, when I could be spending it with my daughter.

[BabyfaceButchBoi]

How I miss my best friend who was killed 14 years ago on December 4th

How I wish I knew where I came from and where my bio father is

Why I hurt the way I do

How much I hope me and her work out

How much my mother is gonna shit when I bring home a big time High Maintenace Femme

How much my father is gonna die when he sees who I bring home

What my family is gonna be like when I bring a femme home



BFBB

[knuckledeep]

........I've been thinking a lot about my first gf lately. I wonder how she's doing, and I wonder if I should google her and see if I can find a phone number for her, but that might make me look a little stalker-ish

.......Im thinking about how glad I am that I get to borrow my mom's car for a week so I can do some dag-on gift shopping!

.......I'm thinking I'm going out west this year, going to visit my second favorite state.....at least I hope I'll be doing that

......I'm thinking I wish my bezzy would come visit me

.......I'm thinking I am so freekin glad it is the weekend! Yahooooooo and pass the cheezewiz!

[Opus]

I'm thinkin that hym is right, if all the random thoughts I had today were to see the light of day folks could be sending me e-mail to a rubber walled room...

perhaps later when the self control slips in the middle of the night..

[FemNLeatherNLace]

~i was thinking'...
...how i smiled when i saw all the new posters...and how...it must be to be the higher powers whatever they be and hear all this thinkin...

~i was thinkin'...
...Ames and how ya doin' sweetiebunz?...

~i was thinkin'...
...this i sleep so much thang is gettin' on my last damn nerve and i'm never goina finish everything i gotta do..cuz one day i'm feelin' better and the next day i'm sick again....GRRRRRRR mother fuckin mold infected building and the greedy mother fuckers who would not fix it while we slaved every day trying to take care of the community's children...GRRRRR....gawd i hate October thru December cuz for the last 5 gotdamn years i get sick because of that fuckin building and i aint even in it anymore...

[Amethystluv]

~i was thinking'...
...how i smiled when i saw all the new posters...and how...it must be to be the higher powers whatever they be and hear all this thinkin...

~i was thinkin'...
...Ames and how ya doin' sweetiebunz?...

~i was thinkin'...
...this i sleep so much thang is gettin' on my last damn nerve and i'm never goina finish everything i gotta do..cuz one day i'm feelin' better and the next day i'm sick again....GRRRRRRR mother fuckin mold infected building and the greedy mother fuckers who would not fix it while we slaved every day trying to take care of the community's children...GRRRRR....gawd i hate October thru December cuz for the last 5 gotdamn years i get sick because of that fuckin building and i aint even in it anymore...

i was thinkin dayuuuuuuuuuum i have missed FemN........... I was also thinkin i wanna kiss her and hug her and call her George. then i wanna fondle and grope and hugglehump her to pieces....

FemN i am getting a learning experience. the kind of experience that ya walk into with your eyes wide open and KNOW the other person has had a history of being less than honest but ya wanna give em the benefit of the doubt......well, she did not disappoint me. ...she lived up to her representation of herself over the last almost 6 years.....nothing bad......she just wears her colors out in the open and i refused to see them....lol...i am here, hoping for more snow in Manie.....looking for a really really good butch, i am happy with my kids , i sad about 2 recently lost site members but i am overall fairly up....i be missin you! i be wantin ta see ya more often , here....and i be screwing with grammar and spelling....ROFL.oh yeah, i be likin on ya dark art.....

[FemNLeatherNLace]

~i was thinkinnnnnnnn'...
...i love it when Ames is around cuz she brings out the ORNERY FUCK in me..so here goes muh Ame's thinkin'...

~i be thinkin'...
...i have had enough learning experiences in the last 3 years to fuckabunchakangaroos gotdamnit and now i just want "feel good experiences" and well fuck me if it's considered selfish !!!...

~i be thinkinnn'...
...you will never case to amaze me with your gift of the benefit of the doubt when i have become ..."oh FUCK THAT i ain't being your mindfuck sistah/brotha"...you are one hella damn woman!!!...

~i be thinkinnnnnnn'...
...you always get me thinkin' 'bout kharma and lawdyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy have i seen some healthy doses of kharma lately... i just sit back in a safe perimeter and watch kharma do it's thang!!!

~i be thinkinnnnnnnnnnn'...
...one of these days..we are goina get together and tear some state UP for the weekend...femmie style...!!!

~i be thinkinnnnnnnnnnnnnnn'...
...i think some of my dark art...scared the BEJEEEEEZ outta some of my friends and i KNOW it did my family *snickers*...

[shellies2good4u]

~i'm thinkin' how readin' all these post in here has brought a smile to my face

~i'm thinkin' how precious my children are, even through all the bickerin' as we went to look at the Christmas lights in the neighborhood (teenagers who wanna sing Christmas caroles and the lil' brothers that can't stand it.. lol)

[Amethystluv]

~i was thinkinnnnnnnn'...
...i love it when Ames is around cuz she brings out the ORNERY FUCK in me..so here goes muh Ame's thinkin'...

~i be thinkin'...
...i have had enough learning experiences in the last 3 years to fuckabunchakangaroos gotdamnit and now i just want "feel good experiences" and well fuck me if it's considered selfish !!!...

~i be thinkinnn'...
...you will never case to amaze me with your gift of the benefit of the doubt when i have become ..."oh FUCK THAT i ain't being your mindfuck sistah/brotha"...you are one hella damn woman!!!...

~i be thinkinnnnnnn'...
...you always get me thinkin' 'bout kharma and lawdyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy have i seen some healthy doses of kharma lately... i just sit back in a safe perimeter and watch kharma do it's thang!!!

~i be thinkinnnnnnnnnnn'...
...one of these days..we are goina get together and tear some state UP for the weekend...femmie style...!!!

~i be thinkinnnnnnnnnnnnnnn'...
...i think some of my dark art...scared the BEJEEEEEZ outta some of my friends and i KNOW it did my family *snickers*...

Ooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeee HELLYEAHWEGONNATEARUPSOMESTATEFEMMESTYLETOGETHA!MmmmmmmmMmmmMmmmmmmmm

LOL ORNERYFUCK....hehehe I loves ya azz fer it too

darlin i too am tired as fuck of learning experiences., too...ah well, live and learn i say.... i wanna experience life on life's terms and sometimes it is hard but i go on anyway....

thank you for your sweet words.....i love you to bits, ya know.....

[hollylewya]

I was thinking this thread is pretty cool

I was thinking why can't someone invent a clothes dryer that works as quickly as a microwave ( I only need one shirt dry, and I want it NOW NOW NOW)

[offroadbutch]

I was thinkin'....

how much better this glass of eggnog would taste with some burbon in it.

[shellies2good4u]

I was thinkin'....

how much better this glass of eggnog would taste with some burbon in it.

*hands ya the bottle of bourbon*

[Eyes4one]

thinkin about the wonderrful time I've spent with a certain Butch, who is "everything" For all that is, all that is to come.......Thank you!!

~B~

[FemNLeatherNLace]

~i was thinkin'...
...how i just said ta Ames..."we be like fine wine darlin' the older we get the betta we FUCK" and how i aint even ashamed i said it

~i was thinkin'...
..seein Hollylewya's name always gets me excited cuz i NEVA know what the post will be but i know it'll be a good'n...one shirt..hmmm put it in WITH stuff...towels are good ..dry ones..will dry WAYYYYYY faster cuz they will absorb the umm "moisture" ok i gotta one damn track mind lately...um noise..hmm slap on some tunes and turn it up wont hear the dryer...*weg*

~i was thinkin'...
...i'm glad shellie is smilin' and AMEN to what she said bout the rugrats...TOTALLY AGREED!!!

~edits to ad~

~i was thinkin'...
...eyes post was so damn sweet... and ORB and shellie let the merriment begin!!! this comin from ..the person in charge of merry nipples by one of the 572464896 quizzes i took..LMAO