Message from Louisiana- pleaze listen

[pleazwlksoftly]

I'm goin through a hard time, and need to share. These are my words.

Two sides of one, My confusion at such.
With words as smooth as cream
Soft sentiments, with seemingly such honesty
The joy of our connection seemed shared by both
Phrases "enjoy it" "enjoy us" "don't worry" "you haven't met the right woman"
I took to heart
I embraced and trusted the words of a chameleon
Allowing myself to take a risk after empty promises that assured my heart was in safe hands.
Blinded by visions of sincerity, Now to know the truth.
As the realization of my destiny is before me
That is to fail, my quest for sincerty is hopeless.

I embraced and trusted the words of a chameleon
The affect on me consumes my thoughts
Irrational of me to open myself, trusting the words that flowed from your lips.

The white rose that is my heart, withers and dies, leaving shells of dried softness, drifting to the ground. To be swept away by the wind. Forgotten

The candle that is my heart, which burnt with such a glow it warmed my mind and body. Now melted into puddles on the ground to be swept away by the wind. Forgotten
I embraced and trusted the words of a chameleon
I cry

[pleazwlksoftly]

this thread is for feelings.

One or another
wishing, wanting
to find that certain someone
To wonder, what is wrong with me?
Why I can't meet someone ment for me.
To meet, to touch, to know
that there is a connection.
How?
To give up?
The statement, when you least expect it, love will come along.
How funny.
I would like another lesbian to come along.
Fooling yourself, fooling myself.
Tired of being hurt, as all of you can understand.
What is the answer?
Silent Screams, hoping someone will hear
Where do I go from here?

[Starzofpeace]

I'm goin through a hard time, and need to share. These are my words.

Two sides of one, My confusion at such.
With words as smooth as cream
Soft sentiments, with seemingly such honesty
The joy of our connection seemed shared by both
Phrases "enjoy it" "enjoy us" "don't worry" "you haven't met the right woman"
I took to heart
I embraced and trusted the words of a chameleon
Allowing myself to take a risk after empty promises that assured my heart was in safe hands.
Blinded by visions of sincerity, Now to know the truth.
As the realization of my destiny is before me
That is to fail, my quest for sincerty is hopeless.

I embraced and trusted the words of a chameleon
The affect on me consumes my thoughts
Irrational of me to open myself, trusting the words that flowed from your lips.

The white rose that is my heart, withers and dies, leaving shells of dried softness, drifting to the ground. To be swept away by the wind. Forgotten

The candle that is my heart, which burnt with such a glow it warmed my mind and body. Now melted into puddles on the ground to be swept away by the wind. Forgotten
I embraced and trusted the words of a chameleon
I cry

The rose is sleeping through the winter and the candle is only dimmed ~~the puddles are hard now but they`ll stick steadfast until their picked up and relit ~you`ll love again~Peace~`

[pleazwlksoftly]

I am who I am
I am your everything I am your nothing
I am special
I am invisible
I am your illusion I am your reality
I am not perfect
I am who I am
I am never quite good everything
I am more than enough
I live and love too hard
I am all that is soft
I give until I am empty
I am full of all that you would need
I live in dreams
I could be your dream
To know the real me is rare
But the destination is worth it
I am who I am

[pleazwlksoftly]

Going tru life with blinders on
Rose colored glasses
In turn missing out on the very thing I seek
Possible, but of course
I am at a point of indecision
Opening my eyes to possiblities of
comfort previously ignored
Desire, passion, a true friend
Honesty the only requirement
An equal exchange
I question myself
Viewing the paths before me
A valid direction
or labyrinth?

[dirtywhiteboi]

Popeye

I'm Popeye the Sailor Man,
I'm Popeye the Sailor Man.
I'm strong to the finich
Cause I eats me spinach.
I'm Popeye the Sailor Man.

I'm one tough Gazookus
Which hates all Palookas
Wot ain't on the up and square.
I biffs 'em and buffs 'em
And always out roughs 'em
But none of 'em gets nowhere.

If anyone dares to risk my "Fisk",
It's "Boff" an' it's "Wham" un'erstan'?
So keep "Good Be-hav-or"
That's your one life saver
With Popeye the Sailor Man.

I'm Popeye the Sailor Man,
I'm Popeye the Sailor Man.
I'm strong to the finich
Cause I eats me spinach.
I'm Popeye the Sailor Man.

[pleazwlksoftly]

Popeye

I'm Popeye the Sailor Man,
I'm Popeye the Sailor Man.
I'm strong to the finich
Cause I eats me spinach.
I'm Popeye the Sailor Man.

I'm one tough Gazookus
Which hates all Palookas
Wot ain't on the up and square.
I biffs 'em and buffs 'em
And always out roughs 'em
But none of 'em gets nowhere.

If anyone dares to risk my "Fisk",
It's "Boff" an' it's "Wham" un'erstan'?
So keep "Good Be-hav-or"
That's your one life saver
With Popeye the Sailor Man.

I'm Popeye the Sailor Man,
I'm Popeye the Sailor Man.
I'm strong to the finich
Cause I eats me spinach.
I'm Popeye the Sailor Man.

Intresting, always liked olive oil.
And sweetpea, what more could u ask for huh?

[Starzofpeace]

Going tru life with blinders on
Rose colored glasses
In turn missing out on the very thing I seek
Possible, but of course
I am at a point of indecision
Opening my eyes to possiblities of
comfort previously ignored
Desire, passion, a true friend
Honesty the only requirement
An equal exchange
I question myself
Viewing the paths before me
A valid direction
or labyrinth?

I`m still here and I`m still listening .

[NlightNed_butch]

I'm touched by all your poetry... it's sad, deep, with a yearning. I can relate very much to what you're expressing because I, too, yearn... for many things. I, too, have felt alot of the things you wrote about.
And I know things will be ok and get better.

[pleazwlksoftly]

you are so special to me,
U understand

[pleazwlksoftly]

I`m still here and I`m still listening .

You have touched my heart,
you seem to understand.
thank u

[Starzofpeace]

You have touched my heart,
you seem to understand.
thank u

You have touched mine too ,TY~ And I do .