sweetboi2

So we work together....this makes me a wreck at times....i found myself not thinking about you at times today....this is bizzare for me....I am actually losing feelings for you....not in a bad way but in a good way....recieveing so much positive attention from my friends and even people who dont know me has really helped...keepin busy and focusing on getting my mind heart and body together is a prescription to heal....my weeks are full...and have nothing to do with you...i feel freeeeeee lol I didnt reallize i really wasnt free....and am xcited about meeting new people and forging a new existance ahead.....there are some dips...painful hateful distraught dips...when I lose it....but it last like mins...and then im ok really ok....really ok...Im shocked..at this. lol.......its a sad truth to realize that someone you cared and invested in so much really doesnt care....but its even more sad to continue to try to make them "see the light" if there is no light there, there is no way it can be seen.