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I am exhausted...

I should be studying right now for a huge test tomorrow but I am so tired I can't even almost wrap my brain around the information. I have been staying up until 3 am and up again between 5 and 6. Last night I did give up and go to bed around 1 am which I needed the sleep. Of course I was up at 5 so that didn't really work well.

I just need to finish this course become a CNA then decide if I want to go to nursing school or stay a CNA... I will stay in the CNA program until I figure out where I want to be on this planet.

I know I am tired and it is making everything seem bigger than it really is. I need sleep I mean real sleep not just a couple of hours but full sleep.

I told one of the girls in my class that i would give her a ride to class.. she is going through a rough time no car and no home really. She is staying an hour away from me... then 30 minutes to the class so that is leaving an hour and half early. I will now be waking up at 4 am. Okay one hour sleep I can do this.


why am I so nice? Well i didnt know it was that far away when i said i would do it.

Ugh why do i have to be a nice caring person.. when is it my turn to be bitchy and mean..... umm never thats not me it isn't who i am or what i believe in.

Time to hit the books sleep an hour and keep going.

ugh