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Love
is laughter and tears,
a gentle touch, a wild embrace,
excited chatter, sitting in warm silence.

Love
is a look from across the room,
a word whispered
or shouted,
a gift that is given
and one received.

Love
is forgiveness,
is unconditional,
is tender and fierce,
sweet and passionate.

Love
hurts,
hopes,
heals,
grows. ...

All about the joyful tease of Anticipation?!?!?!

What the hell was I thinking!?!?!

48 hours...

Hope, (then hoping my hope has a reason to live), then more hope...
The occasional, "But what if..." then smacking myself for doubting,
then smacking myself for, smacking myself for doubting, because, we haven't met in Real Life yet have we? And therefore doubting is perfectly sensible. And I put a lot of stock in being sensible... and speaking ...

Originally Posted by Firedance

Life has a funny way...

I purposefully set out to only date people who were local...
I have 3 small kids you see, and I will never abandon them, so it was the only sensible way to be, and I am a sensible girl you see...

Except...
Someone mentioned a Quaver, and posted a picture...
and this sensible girl just had to reach out, ignoring the distance for a harmless little compliment, an insignificant little flirt...


And this

...

The other day one of my coworkers.....straight married girl....said "we need to find you a nice girl with some kids" ...it's interesting for me to hear my coworkers insight to my life....they see me interact with the little ones as i cruise the facility...going out for my smoke break....and they "know" me....they see me smile...they see the kids react to me....what is it about me that makes kids stop dead in their tracks and smile? or stop crying? I have always had a strange effect on people....most ...

tomorrow we'll say goodbye.

you'll walk out the door
and you won't come back.

we thought they were forever,
those feelings we had for each other;
but pain cuts to the core,
severing the heartstrings that tied us together.

tears are left to cauterize the wound.