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  1. goin away fer a few

    I am gone for a few days.. if yer lucky nuff to have my number then feel blessed cuzz you know how ta reach me cause I jus need some time away.

    Jus feelin sad

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  2. Heartache songs

    It's been a while since I've written anything. Maybe that is good, usually I am most creative when I am experiencing heartache.

    Everyone deals with heartache differently. Some will post on the public boards how much they hate this person that at one time was the love of their life. Some have no qualms ripping the person that did them wrong a new asshole. Others, quietly disappear, never to be heard from again. Then there are the people like me that seem to write their best work when ...
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  3. Vermont Day 3

    Okay after a night with very little sleep I am feeling pretty good today. I did not call Nancy for any reason or my sister and did not bump into my brother. So a very good day in a small town.

    I did see my Pappa who I love and have missed. It was a hard visit since it was the first time being there since my grandmother passed away. The house isn't as clean as she would have kept it but not too bad. What I did notice however is the house was dark and on a hot day and no a/c on it was ...
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  4. Vermont Day 2 Biological Family

    (not going to worry about spelling or typo's in this post honestly I don't care)

    Today started out hopeful. I was looking at today and thinking yes this is a stressful visit that could go really great, okay, or horrible. At first everything was going really great and we were laughing and enjoying our visit. I should have left but I really thought it was going to be okay. I thought her being kind and happy and having a good visit it was going to end the way I wanted. It was going to ...
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  5. Vermont day 1

    Today has been a wonderful day in Vermont. It was a little chilly waking up to 50 degrees but it quickly warmed up. Took a nice walk down town to the farmers market and remembered why I miss the north. The way of life here is different from anywhere else. I have lived in many states and many small towns however there is nothing like New England. I can't really explain it life here is just more relaxed and carefree. Children still ride their bicycles down the sidewalks carefully and are polite to ...
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