...The Daddi and lil grrl --Singles--Mingle--

[MissZMindy]

<trudges in wearin my pink pooh bear jammies>


Hello?


Wonders where all the Daddi's and girls are lately! I've been taking time to contemplate and take care of me.... and now, I think I'm ready to come back out and play.... BUT I'm gonna go to bed in a minute... so maybe I can play tomorrow!

[LadyPhoenix]

<trudges in wearin my pink pooh bear jammies>


Hello?


Wonders where all the Daddi's and girls are lately! I've been taking time to contemplate and take care of me.... and now, I think I'm ready to come back out and play.... BUT I'm gonna go to bed in a minute... so maybe I can play tomorrow!


**sighs** don't node bout da Daddi's Mindy ... but i ain't llowed to play lessen i get alla my homework done first... an .. yah ... i gotta head off ta bed too ... mornin comes right early round these here parts... in fact,... it's only 6 hours away! willow

[Tommi]

<trudges in wearin my pink pooh bear jammies>


Hello?


Wonders where all the Daddi's and girls are lately! I've been taking time to contemplate and take care of me.... and now, I think I'm ready to come back out and play.... BUT I'm gonna go to bed in a minute... so maybe I can play tomorrow!


Daddy's go that r/l place and hafta work to nice stuff for the lil ones...and to feed the faces that look up at them...and ....and they watch foooootballl...and ....chop the down the trees for firewood for the winter, and they ...Ummmm...carry water from the well...and they....um....change the "Orl " in the car..and they hafta take out the trash...and they...ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz

[Morningstar]

Daddy's go that r/l place and hafta work to nice stuff for the lil ones...and to feed the faces that look up at them...and ....and they watch foooootballl...and ....chop the down the trees for firewood for the winter, and they ...Ummmm...carry water from the well...and they....um....change the "Orl " in the car..and they hafta take out the trash...and they...ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz


the Orl?? lol

** giving daddy Tomi a gentle smooch .(k) .... and covering hym up with hys blankie **

[MissZMindy]

Daddy's go that r/l place and hafta work to nice stuff for the lil ones...and to feed the faces that look up at them...and ....and they watch foooootballl...and ....chop the down the trees for firewood for the winter, and they ...Ummmm...carry water from the well...and they....um....change the "Orl " in the car..and they hafta take out the trash...and they...ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz

Dang! I didn't know you lived where there was no running water! Sheesh! What kinda place is California anyway? ;)

And yanno what they say about all work and no play....right? :| (6)

[Morningstar]

Dang! I didn't know you lived where there was no running water! Sheesh! What kinda place is California anyway? ;)

And yanno what they say about all work and no play....right? :| (6)


.. ** bursting out laffin here**........ and who's tree's did hy cut down...... lmao.... hys nieghboors r gonna be soooooooo pissed off.

[LadyPhoenix]

Daddy's go that r/l place and hafta work to nice stuff for the lil ones...and to feed the faces that look up at them...and ....and they watch foooootballl...and ....chop the down the trees for firewood for the winter, and they ...Ummmm...carry water from the well...and they....um....change the "Orl " in the car..and they hafta take out the trash...and they...ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz


**thinking SOME Daddies work too hard... and should give themselves a break and let other people help them.... that mechanics can change the "Orl" and submissives can take out the trash ... as for water from the well and choppin down trees... well *grins* thank the Goddess for central air and heating! Now that r/t place they go to, in general requires only 8 hours of working a day, and occasionally a lil more... but ... SOME Daddies work much more than 8 hours a day and stay late into the evening eating nothing but popcorn and diet cokes instead of coming home, and having a healthy dinner cooked on thier brand new range!

willow

[MissZMindy]

**thinking SOME Daddies work too hard... and should give themselves a break and let other people help them.... that mechanics can change the "Orl" and submissives can take out the trash ... as for water from the well and choppin down trees... well *grins* thank the Goddess for central air and heating! Now that r/t place they go to, in general requires only 8 hours of working a day, and occasionally a lil more... but ... SOME Daddies work much more than 8 hours a day and stay late into the evening eating nothing but popcorn and diet cokes instead of coming home, and having a healthy dinner cooked on thier brand new range!

willow

<grins at willow>
Hmmmm I think some Daddies need to hire a cook! :|



.. ** bursting out laffin here**........ and who's tree's did hy cut down...... lmao.... hys nieghboors r gonna be soooooooo pissed off.
and I'm wondering why they need heat in California in the winter anyway. I always heard it was warm there?! :s Unless a Daddy has a cozy fireplace to uh... well... yanno in front of... ;)

[Morningstar]

<grins at willow>
Hmmmm I think some Daddies need to hire a cook! :|



and I'm wondering why they need heat in California in the winter anyway. I always heard it was warm there?! :s Unless a Daddy has a cozy fireplace to uh... well... yanno in front of... ;)

.. LOL. ahh ya know........ your right !! .. lol ....... ;)

[MissZMindy]

.. LOL. ahh ya know........ your right !! .. lol ....... ;)

shhhh don't say that too loud MS.... uh, the Daddies are 'posed to be the ones that are right! :o ;)

[Tommi]

**thinking SOME Daddies work too hard... and should give themselves a break and let other people help them.... that mechanics can change the "Orl" and submissives can take out the trash ... as for water from the well and choppin down trees... well *grins* thank the Goddess for central air and heating! Now that r/t place they go to, in general requires only 8 hours of working a day, and occasionally a lil more... but ... SOME Daddies work much more than 8 hours a day and stay late into the evening eating nothing but popcorn and diet cokes instead of coming home, and having a healthy dinner cooked on thier brand new range!

willow
Daddy needs to get the bacon...or something like that *WEG*...and would love (l) to be bewitched by the wonderful creature that would appear...wave her magic wand while I show her mine....Ahhh...think I'll dream some more (a)

<grins at willow>
Hmmmm I think some Daddies need to hire a cook! :|



and I'm wondering why they need heat in California in the winter anyway. I always heard it was warm there?! :s Unless a Daddy has a cozy fireplace to uh... well... yanno in front of... ;)

Yes...of course...the wood is for the fireplace.It will soon be down to 60 degrees and we will need it for that freezing temp..the deep cold winters of SO CAl. (S) ..***AHHhhh..just get jealous when the snow starts to fall on ya all***and I am snuggled ....wondering when is she gonna get the s'mores....



the Orl?? lol

** giving daddy Tomi a gentle smooch .(k) .... and covering hym up with hys blankie **

MMmmm....now, How sweet...and ...look out when ya move that blanket this early in the morning.... (6)



shhhh don't say that too loud MS.... uh, the Daddies are 'posed to be the ones that are right! :o ;)

Very good lil Mindy~~~giving you a big gold (*) ..

[MissZMindy]

Daddy needs to get the bacon...or something like that *WEG*...and would love (l) to be bewitched by the wonderful creature that would appear...wave her magic wand while I show her mine....Ahhh...think I'll dream some more (a)


Yes...of course...the wood is for the fireplace.It will soon be down to 60 degrees and we will need it for that freezing temp..the deep cold winters of SO CAl. (S) ..***AHHhhh..just get jealous when the snow starts to fall on ya all***and I am snuggled ....wondering when is she gonna get the s'mores....



MMmmm....now, How sweet...and ...look out when ya move that blanket this early in the morning.... (6)




Very good lil Mindy~~~giving you a big gold (*) ..


You call 60 degrees cold? heck that's when i break out the shorts in the spring.... when it hits 60...lmao

I likes gold (*) thank you!

[Morningstar]

.. ** bursting out laffin**.......... 60 degrees?????????? lol
and move the blanket??
i was only covering u .. cause ... it was soo cold.... being 60 degrees and all...... and didn't want u to get a chill... daddy Tommi ..... and what sort of thing might happen if i move it the wrong way ??

[LadyPhoenix]

K ... i'm SO DONE bein grup.. i'm tiwurt uff haffin ta do old homework an readin an studyin an stuff an i wanna blow bubbles an play wif my hula hoop an color! an mostest uff all i wanna curl up in Daddys pokit an gode ta SLEEP ... Phooeyickypoodarneditallendyway i HATE beedin grup

birdi

[micpfef]

K ... i'm SO DONE bein grup.. i'm tiwurt uff haffin ta do old homework an readin an studyin an stuff an i wanna blow bubbles an play wif my hula hoop an color! an mostest uff all i wanna curl up in Daddys pokit an gode ta SLEEP ... Phooeyickypoodarneditallendyway i HATE beedin grup

birdi

Hiya birdi,

I am having trouble being growed-up too. I gotta study study study mroe more more but I just dont' wanna do that. *sigh* Maybe it be better soon and I can get more stuffs done and still be able to play too.

Huggles and snuggles and a cup of cocoa for you. :D

Mic

[LadyPhoenix]

Hiya birdi,

I am having trouble being growed-up too. I gotta study study study mroe more more but I just dont' wanna do that. *sigh* Maybe it be better soon and I can get more stuffs done and still be able to play too.

Huggles and snuggles and a cup of cocoa for you. :D

Mic


oooh ! thank you micpfef! .. an bubbles an crayons to you!

willow

[*babysoft*]

Does anybody have any Kleenex? (w) Sorry, I drown your flower....




*baby*

[LadyPhoenix]

Does anybody have any Kleenex? (w) Sorry, I drown your flower....




*baby*


** handing babysoft a kleenex and a hug** whassa matter??

willow

[*babysoft*]

** handing babysoft a kleenex and a hug** whassa matter??

willow

This is what happened..I had to program my new puter all by myself..By the time I got it online, all the Fantasy Football leagues were all filled up..Now, all I can do is cry....

I don't have a Daddy to watch the Football Games with....I am use to that...But, I just do not know how I will make it through the Season..Without playin' the Fantasy Game....~takes another Kleenix from the pretty box~

Dabbin', my sweet tan cheeks....Now you see how terrible this is? (w)

*baby*

[LadyPhoenix]

This is what happened..I had to program my new puter all by myself..By the time I got it online, all the Fantasy Football leagues were all filled up..Now, all I can do is cry....

I don't have a Daddy to watch the Football Games with....I am use to that...But, I just do not know how I will make it through the Season..Without playin' the Fantasy Game....~takes another Kleenix from the pretty box~

Dabbin', my sweet tan cheeks....Now you see how terrible this is? (w)

*baby*

umm not really cuz i dont' do nuffin w/football cept dats da time i getta give Daddy a blow job when i got one... ummm mebbe some chocolate brownies and crayons will fix it?

willow

[*babysoft*]

umm not really cuz i dont' do nuffin w/football cept dats da time i getta give Daddy a blow job when i got one... ummm mebbe some chocolate brownies and crayons will fix it?

willow

When I did have a Daddy I just watched the game w/ hym..We did that after the game...~coverin my face~ I have to go home 1st & put my horse up in the corral..

You wanna come w/me.?.Could she have a tad bit of your brownie, Please?..
She likes sweet stuff...Maybe that is why she is so sweet...Unless she does not like some one...She is a lil bit like that..But she likes lil gurls... (f)

*baby*

[Morningstar]

** placing a box full of candy apples and cotton candy bags.. on the table....dig in..... everyone. :) it is stuff left over from the carnival yesterday...
i rarely eat this stuff ....... i am around it all the time......
so help ur selves. :)**

[MistressPandora]

OOOO SANKS! I love candy apples (didn't get one at the last fair... pout)... and my Daddy LOVES FAIR FOOD!

[Morningstar]

morning everyone. (c)


pondering a thought here.........
i haven't been coming to this thread long ..but have noticed there seems to be more girls in here.. then daddies... howz comes??

[LadyPhoenix]

** skips in wearing pink n black plaid pleated school girl mini skirt... black polo... pink n black pink panther watch and hair in a pony tail ... smiling @ morningstar... shrugs** i dunno... but ... it's okay ... i mean .. ya know Daddis just get in the way an tell ya what ta do n stuff anyway ...

** goes n grabs a piece of chocolate cake and a cup of coffee for b/fast with a ;) and blowing a (k) to someone special ...

willow

[Tommi]

morning everyone. (c)


pondering a thought here.........
i haven't been coming to this thread long ..but have noticed there seems to be more girls in here.. then daddies... howz comes??

MAny times the Daddy's wait till all the girls get togethere because thye have such a good time in here...or...Daddy's sleep deep and wait for lil girls to come bouncin in....

** skips in wearing pink n black plaid pleated school girl mini skirt... black polo... pink n black pink panther watch and hair in a pony tail ... smiling @ morningstar... shrugs** i dunno... but ... it's okay ... i mean .. ya know Daddis just get in the way an tell ya what ta do n stuff anyway ...

** goes n grabs a piece of chocolate cake and a cup of coffee for b/fast with a ;) and blowing a (k) to someone special ...

willow
Breakfast that Daddy would love ;)

get in the way an tell ya what to do!!!!!! Aren't we sposed too...Yep..we are...so, where is my coffee n` cake lil grrrrrrrlllll

[LadyPhoenix]

MAny times the Daddy's wait till all the girls get togethere because thye have such a good time in here...or...Daddy's sleep deep and wait for lil girls to come bouncin in....

Breakfast that Daddy would love ;)

get in the way an tell ya what to do!!!!!! Aren't we sposed too...Yep..we are...so, where is my coffee n` cake lil grrrrrrrlllll
(^) (c) and many many (k) (k) (k) to You! and ... ;) yes Syr... and occasionally You're supposed to give a good "swat" to get us back in line too!

willow

[LadyPhoenix]

and wait for lil girls to come bouncin



** grins... ***yup... that bouncin makes me come everytime!

*laughing** willow

[Tommi]

(^) (c) and many many (k) (k) (k) to You! and ... ;) yes Syr... and occasionally You're supposed to give a good "swat" to get us back in line too!

willow
Hand is always ready for that quick, instructive, and loving ...SWaaat, of course of Daddy's knee ;)

[micpfef]

Hi Everyone. I soooooo want to play today but I have lots and lots to do. I gots to take my dress to my Aunt to have her fix it cuz I have lost so much weight it don't fit me no more. And I am gonna have her put some special stuff on it too so that I look super sexy for the Bash parties.

Then I have to do research stuff for 3 hours :| And I have lots of reading to do and I am just gonna be super busy. *sigh* Maybe if I am a good girl all day I can play tonight.

We shall see. Huggles and snuggles to all the girls.

Mic

[Tommi]

** grins... ***yup... that bouncin makes me come everytime!

*laughing** willow

*on my Pogo stick ***Hy whispered

[MissZMindy]

<comes in and plops down> <sighs> <grumbles>
effery buddy is gone gone gone!!!! come and pway!
<shakes head> <mumbles>
stinkyoleschool.....makinwillowworkandnotpway!!!!!

willow, i hope you dont gotta do those nasty ole polynominals again! mean ole buggers anyway!


on an important note.........

Tommi is on standby for possible deployment to New Orleans. Hy is working right now getting coworkers ready to leave. Is a very busy busy guy right now. So Hy may not be in very much for awhile.....said it would be ok for me to let ya'll know what's going on...

[Tommi]

<comes in and plops down> <sighs> <grumbles>
effery buddy is gone gone gone!!!! come and pway!
<shakes head> <mumbles>
stinkyoleschool.....makinwillowworkandnotpway!!!!!

willow, i hope you dont gotta do those nasty ole polynominals again! mean ole buggers anyway!


on an important note.........

Tommi is on standby for possible deployment to New Orleans. Hy is working right now getting coworkers ready to leave. Is a very busy busy guy right now. So Hy may not be in very much for awhile.....said it would be ok for me to let ya'll know what's going on...

thanks for thinkin of me sweetums...I am in a hurry up and wait scenario....the first wave shipped out yesterday and today...will be delay..until they burn out and are replaced by fresh gorup..(that'll be me) cuz...you know how fresh I am...
It has taken this government waaaay to long to get this emergency plan into effect..for those that are suffering...Having been through too many of these things to know..this time lag...sucks...

[MissZMindy]

thanks for thinkin of me sweetums...I am in a hurry up and wait scenario....the first wave shipped out yesterday and today...will be delay..until they burn out and are replaced by fresh gorup..(that'll be me) cuz...you know how fresh I am...
It has taken this government waaaay to long to get this emergency plan into effect..for those that are suffering...Having been through too many of these things to know..this time lag...sucks...

<shrugs and smiles> well of course I think of you....no matter what has changed. Fresh? YOU? no way!! :o I never woulda guessed! ;)

Yes things are getting bad down there, things are taking too long. I heard them say that they don't know where the people are and where they need to get supplies to etc.... well on the local news radio here they did an editorial, and the guy said, that the reporters have found the people... the reporters, news media, etc know where the stuff needs to go...... why doesn't the gov'mt just send the supplies with the reporters? why doesn't a gov'mt official try sitting down and watching tv and then they will know where to send supplies and rescue units! Made me laugh big time, cuz it's true... I'm in Illinois and I can tell you where several groups of people are who need help, but the gov'mt can't? hmmmm what is wrong with this picture?

um.... ok... i better quit being so serious :| when you go, just be sure to also take care of YOU and be safe! and, uh, try not to get sunburned! :| :s

[Tommi]

<shrugs and smiles> well of course I think of you....no matter what has changed. Fresh? YOU? no way!! :o I never woulda guessed! ;)

Yes things are getting bad down there, things are taking too long. I heard them say that they don't know where the people are and where they need to get supplies to etc.... well on the local news radio here they did an editorial, and the guy said, that the reporters have found the people... the reporters, news media, etc know where the stuff needs to go...... why doesn't the gov'mt just send the supplies with the reporters? why doesn't a gov'mt official try sitting down and watching tv and then they will know where to send supplies and rescue units! Made me laugh big time, cuz it's true... I'm in Illinois and I can tell you where several groups of people are who need help, but the gov'mt can't? hmmmm what is wrong with this picture?

um.... ok... i better quit being so serious :| when you go, just be sure to also take care of YOU and be safe! and, uh, try not to get sunburned! :| :s

(FEMA) = Federal Emergency Management ActtionLESS...I was trained by FEMA and Dept. of Defense, and am ex Air Foce....Been a government employee and on standby longer than some of you are old....(Iam a DADDY ya know) Never in my worst nightmares did I dream we would not respond like we have trained for, like we have responded to in other disasters....No one kickstarted the beuracrats..The excuse I heard was that FEMA is now under the Home security department...THAT MUST Change...
FEMA needs to be free to jump, in minutes.., and not wait on idiots that don't understand what EMERGENCY means..

I am always on standby, always ready to go..along with thousands of my peers..WE are locked and loaded ..and we could have been there on the first military or commercial flights we could have gotten out. We are the back up..the trained MASH units, engineers, water treatment specialists...AARRGGGHhhhhhhhhh...I have to go do something constructive....I'm going to write my California Congressman., and Hiliary...
Would not have been like this on Bill's watch, even if he was havin' a cigar...

[MissZMindy]

(FEMA) = Federal Emergency Management ActtionLESS...I was trained by FEMA and Dept. of Defense, and am ex Air Foce....Been a government employee and on standby longer than some of you are old....(Iam a DADDY ya know) Never in my worst nightmares did I dream we would not respond like we have trained for, like we have responded to in other disasters....No one kickstarted the beuracrats..The excuse I heard was that FEMA is now under the Home security department...THAT MUST Change...
FEMA needs to be free to jump, in minutes.., and not wait on idiots that don't understand what EMERGENCY means..

I am always on standby, always ready to go..along with thousands of my peers..WE are locked and loaded ..and we could have been there on the first military or commercial flights we could have gotten out. We are the back up..the trained MASH units, engineers, water treatment specialists...AARRGGGHhhhhhhhhh...I have to go do something constructive....I'm going to write my California Congressman., and Hiliary...
Would not have been like this on Bill's watch, even if he was havin' a cigar...

<grins> maybe if GW had a ceegar or two he'd loosen up a bit and not be such a dickhead(6)

[Tommi]

<grins> maybe if GW had a ceegar or two he'd loosen up a bit and not be such a dickhead(6)

He is THE DICKHEAD...King Dickhead....President Dickhead..

Now, I don't smoke , but wondered..was it ther cigar or the tube it comes in with that Bill C was "dickin " around with Monica???

Dickhead ...wake upcall... ;) (o)

[MissZMindy]

He is THE DICKHEAD...King Dickhead....President Dickhead..

Now, I don't smoke , but wondered..was it ther cigar or the tube it comes in with that Bill C was "dickin " around with Monica???

Dickhead ...wake upcall... ;) (o)

<grins> I dunno what Bill C used, and I don't care... he still was a better president.....

as far as GW... he may be The President, but he is not MY President......I detest that man, didn't vote for him, ever... nor his father!

[LadyPhoenix]

** trudges in .. shakes head at growd up talk ... finds sleepy bag... crashes hard**

willow

[Morningstar]

my dad...... mentioned to me today that the mayor ...... of NO should of gotten all them school buss that r flooded now...... should of went and got all the poor out .... who had no way of evacuating..... and shiped them out....
but i guess no one thought it would of hit so hard.
but does agree how the goverment........ has been to slow on repsonding to all them people.

[Tommi]

<grins> I dunno what Bill C used, and I don't care... he still was a better president.....

as far as GW... he may be The President, but he is not MY President......I detest that man, didn't vote for him, ever... nor his father!

I voted for Bill baaaaaby..he was my kinda guy..and smart..besides being a flirt..GW is a rich daddy's kid ..who...had everything, so Daddy bought him the presidency..

Now..will you color me a picture babydoll...let's see..of ..Chastity..

[Tommi]

** trudges in .. shakes head at growd up talk ... finds sleepy bag... crashes hard**

willow
***peekin in dere...see one eye open...kisses top of da head..and hears a giggle

[MissZMindy]

I voted for Bill baaaaaby..he was my kinda guy..and smart..besides being a flirt..GW is a rich daddy's kid ..who...had everything, so Daddy bought him the presidency..

Now..will you color me a picture babydoll...let's see..of ..Chastity..

Your kind of guy? oh geez..... shoulda known, right?

LOL... you musta gotten those pics of my fishies, right? isn't Chastity such a purdy little yellow fishie?

I think I'm gonna go post their pics in my gallery.......after I sit and color them.....

[LadyPhoenix]

***peekin in dere...see one eye open...kisses top of da head..and hears a giggle

** reaches up ... fastern lightenin... wraps my arms round Yer neck ... kisses Yer cheek but good... falls t' sleep... dreamin of what plant cells look like cuz that was WAY cool**

willow

[Tommi]

Your kind of guy? oh geez..... shoulda known, right?

LOL... you musta gotten those pics of my fishies, right? isn't Chastity such a purdy little yellow fishie?

I think I'm gonna go post their pics in my gallery.......after I sit and color them.....



Your kind of guy? oh geez..... shoulda known, right?

LOL... you musta gotten those pics of my fishies, right? isn't Chastity such a purdy little yellow fishie?

I think I'm gonna go post their pics in my gallery.......after I sit and color them.....

Yes, I enjoyed his swagger..till ..he got caught and Hiliary was seen buying Crazy Glue and duct tape..his smile was never the same,.. nor was his swagger...

...and ...draw her with a happy face smile...and wigglin ...her tail ;)


am so right kinda guy...

EEEEk..that was a privte PM..

[MissZMindy]

Yes, I enjoyed his swagger..till ..he got caught and Hiliary was seen buying Crazy Glue and duct tape..his smile was never the same,.. nor was his swagger...

...and ...draw her with a happy face smile...and wigglin ...her tail ;)


am so right kinda guy...

PS>>>>I may not be on line anymore after tomorrow afternoon...
So, after Thurs., you can call me at the Wyndham..the schedules are hectic..I will be in and out.....I am staying alone.., unless a puppy follows me home, and I just have to let it sleep on the couch...

<grins> you are really really bad! lol

[LadyPhoenix]

PS>>>>I may not be on line anymore after tomorrow afternoon...
So, after Thurs., you can call me at the Wyndham..the schedules are hectic..I will be in and out.....I am staying alone.., unless a puppy follows me home, and I just have to let it sleep on the couch...

:o :| :| :o

willow

[MissZMindy]

:o :| :| :o

willow

grinnin' @ willow

[Tommi]

:o :| :| :o

willow

Bringing my favorite leash too..and ...treats, just in case......I find myself with something warm and cuddly ... (*)

[Tommi]

Your kind of guy? oh geez..... shoulda known, right?

LOL... you musta gotten those pics of my fishies, right? isn't Chastity such a purdy little yellow fishie?

I think I'm gonna go post their pics in my gallery.......after I sit and color them.....


What are you gonna do while the Daddy's are gone???

How about drawing me a picture story..of what you did while I am gone..I know since willow will be gone to that you two won't be gettin the paints all iout and the bubble machine's going..so..you don't stay up to late..and don't go talkin to any strangers...and I will check in on you every so often..

will Miss you lil one.. (k)

[MissZMindy]

What are you gonna do while the Daddy's are gone???

How about drawing me a picture story..of what you did while I am gone..I know since willow will be gone to that you two won't be gettin the paints all iout and the bubble machine's going..so..you don't stay up to late..and don't go talkin to any strangers...and I will check in on you every so often..

will Miss you lil one.. (k)

with willow in school, well, there hasn't been a lot of time for paints and bubbles <sigh> i sure miss my friend willow!

dunno what I'm gonna be doin' this weekend... have no plans really, and haven't given it too much thought....

don't stay up late? awwwwwww shoot! <sigh>

will miss you too.......

everyone going to the bash.......hope you have lots of fun! Maybe I'll get there next year!

[micpfef]

I am going to the bash but I fell tonight and hurt my ankle again :(

Will it be bad to wear sneakers with my dresses? I hate that I can't wear nice shoes. *pout*

I look forward to meeting everyone though and having a good time.

Mindy try to have fun without us all. I don't play much in here but sometimes I do but maybe others will come in and play too.

Hugs,
Michele

[MissZMindy]

I am going to the bash but I fell tonight and hurt my ankle again :(

Will it be bad to wear sneakers with my dresses? I hate that I can't wear nice shoes. *pout*

I look forward to meeting everyone though and having a good time.

Mindy try to have fun without us all. I don't play much in here but sometimes I do but maybe others will come in and play too.

Hugs,
Michele

awww Mic.......that stinks! sorry you hurt your ankle!

I'll probly play in my Paint Shop Pro and mess with my graphics stuff.....it'll keep me occupied....

[LadyPhoenix]

I am going to the bash but I fell tonight and hurt my ankle again :(

Will it be bad to wear sneakers with my dresses? I hate that I can't wear nice shoes. *pout*

I look forward to meeting everyone though and having a good time.

Mindy try to have fun without us all. I don't play much in here but sometimes I do but maybe others will come in and play too.

Hugs,
Michele

no sugar it won't be bad at all to wear sneakers with your dresses .... i am finally going to meet you ... i can't wait! .... willow

[MissZMindy]

(((((((((((((((((willow))))))))))))))))))

:'( :'( :'( :'(


Wish I was going to the bash too!
I'm sure you'll have lots of fun!

[micpfef]

no sugar it won't be bad at all to wear sneakers with your dresses .... i am finally going to meet you ... i can't wait! .... willow

I'm bummed though I had bought a nice pair of ballerina type slipper/shoes and they are pretty.. Maybe I can wear them one night but I am guessing I have to ear my sneakers most of the time *pout* I hate my feet :'(

I am excited too about meeting you and ebribudyy wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I wish Mindy you were going too :'(

Michele

[MissZMindy]

It's Monday and everyone should be coming back or already back from the bash! Hope you all had a wonderful time! I'm hoping that next year I can somehow manage to get there! Maybe I'll get lucky and they'll have it in Chicago! ;)

I have to get ready for work now, so I'm leaving a bunch of goodies out for those of you who may come in. Let's see what's on the menu today: scrambled eggs, bacon, sausage, biscuits & sausage gravy, blueberry muffins, banana muffins, plain or poppy seed bagels with cream cheese, coffee, orange juice and milk.

Smiling as I head off to get ready for work and face the work week. Enjoy your day everyone!

[Morningstar]

awww Mic.......that stinks! sorry you hurt your ankle!

I'll probly play in my Paint Shop Pro and mess with my graphics stuff.....it'll keep me occupied....


morning...... (c) ......
heyyy ....... i took yrs of learning how to work them programs in college... :s
sooo Miss ...... did u make anything interesting?? i wanna see... *g*

[MissZMindy]

morning...... (c) ......
heyyy ....... i took yrs of learning how to work them programs in college... :s
sooo Miss ...... did u make anything interesting?? i wanna see... *g*

yes i certainly did......

i love those graphics programs, they are such fun!

[LadyPhoenix]

Thank you Mindy for leaving breakfast out for us all... yes ... the bash was amazing and i am already looking forward to the next two in Vegas and Dallas!
MicPfef... You were gorgeous honey ... seeing you made my heart ache... it really put some important things into perspective for me seeing so many Butches and femmes... and Stone Butches and Femmes... but meeting another femme who was also a lil girl ... well... it was awesome! spent most of my day today ... resting... *G-d knows... it's gonna take months to recover!** and relaxing... and looking up at the sky everytime i heard a plane fly over... wondering...

willow

[MissZMindy]

You are very welcome willow! I figured since I was still here that I'd make sure everyone had a nice meal to come home and relax to.

~~~ewwww~~~ that sounds so very um... housewife-ish doesn't it? :o

<walks off mumbling something about what is the world coming to anyway when I'm talking about staying home and cooking?>

[shyshy]

Are the muffins still good this time of night?? I'm starvin'..

[MissZMindy]

Are the muffins still good this time of night?? I'm starvin'..

YUP! I made sure to cover them so they'd stay fresh! Help yourself!

and by the way, welcome to B-F!

[MzMic]

One regret from the bash - I somehow missed meeting the girl with the hoolahoop. (aww - i missed meeting a lot of people. being shy is a curse !)

[shyshy]

Why, thanks little lady. I dig a thoughtful woman who can cook. ;)

I'm liking this place.. I visited briefly a couple years ago, but got sidetracked before I could investigate the site beyond a quick glance.. (quick enough to find some pretty hot erotica. It's cool to know there are other people out there like me.. I don't feel so "different" all the sudden.

[Hardhat]

So nice to find this thread tonight. I worked out tonight and know better than to eat muffins before bed but damn, it is tempting.
Moe

[MissZMindy]

shyshy, I am very glad that you have come back to the site! I love this place and am so very thankful for B-F, Daddy Rhon, Mz Chris and all the wonderful people that make up this site!

Hardhat, there may be some that are low fat, or low carb or whatever it is you so desire if you take a peek. If you decide to have one, I will surely not tell!

MzMic!!!!! Was there someone at the bash with a hoola hoop? hmmm that must've been a sight to see! All dressed up for slut night or maybe the ball and playing with a hoola hoop! <grins> oh wait! I know! you meant the gal here who plays in this room with a hoola hoop! <smacks self upside the head> silly me! ah yes, i wish I could've made it to the bash to meet that gal too! my berry bestest fwend wiwwow! ;)

[shyshy]

Hey, I hate to eat & run.. but hardhat made me feel guilty about not working out yet tonight. So, I'm off to do a few reps then hit the sack.

Thanks again for the tasty muffins, Miss. they hit the spot! :)

<isn't good at goodbyes/sneaks out the back door>

[MzMic]

*whispering the truth to Mindy* (Don't tell) Truth be told though -- I think that I DID catch sight of the hoola hoop girl and Tommi wandering through the lobby late Saturday night after the ball - but this grrrl was TOO TRASHED to get up and go introduce myself. ;)

[MissZMindy]

*whispering the truth to Mindy* (Don't tell) Truth be told though -- I think that I DID catch sight of the hoola hoop girl and Tommi wandering through the lobby late Saturday night after the ball - but this grrrl was TOO TRASHED to get up and go introduce myself. ;)

<whispers back> I think you may have MzMic, I heard from a lil birdi that they kept themselves mighty busy over the weekend! :o ;) My grandma always said it's best to keep busy because idleness is the devil's work... or some such thing like that.... somehow I'm thinking there were more than a few little devils at work last weekend! (6) <grins>

Well, Shyshy, don't think of it as goodbye! You are always welcome to come back!

And I am off to bed! A lil grl must get her sleep so she can go be a big girl and earn that $$...

[femmechk4u]

(k) Daddi daddi pleaze come find me. 18 and lookin(k)

[Tommi]

Why, thanks little lady. I dig a thoughtful woman who can cook. ;)

I'm liking this place.. I visited briefly a couple years ago, but got sidetracked before I could investigate the site beyond a quick glance.. (quick enough to find some pretty hot erotica. It's cool to know there are other people out there like me.. I don't feel so "different" all the sudden.

Welcome shyshy...

Looks like you wandered into the Daddy and lil girl room and none of us Daddy's were around to welcome you. the lil grrls in here may surprise you with mudcake sammiches some day...cuz,they know this is a safe place for them to come and play.., and feed us stuff that they dream up (lots of it is pretend food in bright colors, and lots of bubbles dancing around.)....and we watch over them so they can be lil and play safely.....

There are erotic threads,shy shy ,but not in this room. Seems like out of respect for others, the Daddy's in here don't talk abot erotica in front of the lil ones. At least , not in here it seems...Also you may want to check out the cooking threads where the "little lady's and thoughtful woman" do a lot of cooking for those looking for that sort of thing..

Again nice of you to visit....

Daddy Tommi

[MissZMindy]

Welcome shyshy...

Looks like you wandered into the Daddy and lil girl room and none of us Daddy's were around to welcome you. the lil grrls in here may surprise you with mudcake sammiches some day...cuz,they know this is a safe place for them to come and play.., and feed us stuff that they dream up (lots of it is pretend food in bright colors, and lots of bubbles dancing around.)....and we watch over them so they can be lil and play safely.....

There are erotic threads,shy shy ,but not in this room. Seems like out of respect for others, the Daddy's in here don't talk abot erotica in front of the lil ones. At least , not in here it seems...Also you may want to check out the cooking threads where the "little lady's and thoughtful woman" do a lot of cooking for those looking for that sort of thing..

Again nice of you to visit....

Daddy Tommi

Thank you Syr, for watching out for us girls!

Hugs

[LadyPhoenix]

One regret from the bash - I somehow missed meeting the girl with the hoolahoop. (aww - i missed meeting a lot of people. being shy is a curse !)

awww i wish i had gotten to meet you MzMic... i didn't get to meet nearly EFFERYLIDDLEBUDDY that was there ... cuz we stayed at another hotel... so only went to the 4 evening events... i didn't have my hoolahoop wif me though ... did'nt bring any toys this trip ... mebbe next time... an next time come and say hi to me ...


((((((((Mindy)))))))) Wishing You a bright cheery happy day .... i'm sleep walkin an gettin ready to go to classes which seem ... surreal this morning .... i guess i will get back in gear in a day or two ... or i hope i will ... tests tomorrow and thursday and a formal paper due in part tomorrow.. ugh ...

{{{{{{{{{{Tommi}}}}}}}}}} ** makin my smooshie face at You**

willow

[MissZMindy]

willow... so far my day has started out bright and cheery. I have lots of work piled up on my desk here at work that I am trudging through trying to get caught up on...but I plan on keeping the day a frown free day! ;)

[micpfef]

Welcome shyshy...

Looks like you wandered into the Daddy and lil girl room and none of us Daddy's were around to welcome you. the lil grrls in here may surprise you with mudcake sammiches some day...cuz,they know this is a safe place for them to come and play.., and feed us stuff that they dream up (lots of it is pretend food in bright colors, and lots of bubbles dancing around.)....and we watch over them so they can be lil and play safely.....

There are erotic threads,shy shy ,but not in this room. Seems like out of respect for others, the Daddy's in here don't talk abot erotica in front of the lil ones. At least , not in here it seems...Also you may want to check out the cooking threads where the "little lady's and thoughtful woman" do a lot of cooking for those looking for that sort of thing..

Again nice of you to visit....

Daddy Tommi

Thank you Daddy Tommi for looking out for us. It was very nice to meet you in Baltimore and Willow is the bestest. I have some neat pictures too.

Michele

[micpfef]

MicPfef... You were gorgeous honey ... seeing you made my heart ache... it really put some important things into perspective for me seeing so many Butches and femmes... and Stone Butches and Femmes... but meeting another femme who was also a lil girl ... well... it was awesome! spent most of my day today ... resting... *G-d knows... it's gonna take months to recover!** and relaxing... and looking up at the sky everytime i heard a plane fly over... wondering...

willow

This lil girl was touched deeply with our meeting too. Thank you for being you.

Michele

[Tommi]

awww i wish i had gotten to meet you MzMic... i didn't get to meet nearly EFFERYLIDDLEBUDDY that was there ... cuz we stayed at another hotel... so only went to the 4 evening events... i didn't have my hoolahoop wif me though ... did'nt bring any toys this trip ... mebbe next time... an next time come and say hi to me ...


((((((((Mindy)))))))) Wishing You a bright cheery happy day .... i'm sleep walkin an gettin ready to go to classes which seem ... surreal this morning .... i guess i will get back in gear in a day or two ... or i hope i will ... tests tomorrow and thursday and a formal paper due in part tomorrow.. ugh ...

{{{{{{{{{{Tommi}}}}}}}}}} ** makin my smooshie face at You**

willow


I don't recall the hula hooping, but ...I had soooo many Diet Cokes that night I got a rush..but it was to the restroom....

and mic..willow was twirlin around in that black satiny thing..and possibly looked like a Hoop??////..sorry when we came over to that side of the room where you had your foot up...that I didn't just grab ya up and bring ya over to our table. and you 2 shy ones coulda chatted all night while I danced with the other pretty girls, and bois..
Your swollen boo boo ankle., and hyr fear of me sending hyr flying in those stiletto heals with my dancin' versins of Rock and Roll boogie ... bet shewould have loved the comp[any, and I would have known the 2 of you had company and were safe..cuz, Daddy would have stayed within ;) winkin distance...

(l) again...and until then (k) (S)

Daddy

[micpfef]

I don't recall the hula hooping, but ...I had soooo many Diet Cokes that night I got a rush..but it was to the restroom....

and mic..willow was twirlin around in that black satiny thing..and possibly looked like a Hoop??////..sorry when we came over to that side of the room where you had your foot up...that I didn't just grab ya up and bring ya over to our table. and you 2 shy ones coulda chatted all night while I danced with the other pretty girls, and bois..
Your swollen boo boo ankle., and hyr fear of me sending hyr flying in those stiletto heals with my dancin' versins of Rock and Roll boogie ... bet shewould have loved the comp[any, and I would have known the 2 of you had company and were safe..cuz, Daddy would have stayed within ;) winkin distance...

(l) again...and until then (k) (S)

Daddy

Thank you Daddy Tommi for saying this. It would have been nice to sit with Willow. I had a good night at the Ball. It was probably my bestest event.

I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep so I colored a picture and finished some email stuff from last night. I am gonna go snuggle down again and try to sleep now.

*waving hi to the other girls*

Michele

[Tommi]

Thank you Daddy Tommi for saying this. It would have been nice to sit with Willow. I had a good night at the Ball. It was probably my bestest event.

I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep so I colored a picture and finished some email stuff from last night. I am gonna go snuggle down again and try to sleep now.

*waving hi to the other girls*

Michele

Purrrty picture in the middle of the night,,,and my email will take till theweekend to get caughtup...as I hope to get to woek at a better time than yesterday...but...neeed more zzzzzZZZZZzzz.. willow would have loved to have you sittting with her, as she was a bit shy too..
I woke up at 2:50AM to the phone ringing somewhere in the darkness..The EX deployed in the middle of nowhere, Mississippi and working on water treatment systems getting back on line..

So..I am going back to bed to snuggle under the covers with Peaches OrangeCat and dream of what you colored...

[LadyPhoenix]

** tippy toeing quietly in ... kissing Daddy on Hys forehead... tucking Hym gently in ... going off to find Mindy and Micpfef for some serious snuggle time... ** sighs** it's nearly impossible to force myself to get ready for class today even though knowing that tomorrow is the last day of classes for this week... there is a storm sitting off the coast wreaking havoc with every cell in my body... i am worried about my chem test because i can't even hold a coffee cup today... how will i hold my pen?? someone come play playdough and finger paints with me???

willow

[MissZMindy]

** tippy toeing quietly in ... kissing Daddy on Hys forehead... tucking Hym gently in ... going off to find Mindy and Micpfef for some serious snuggle time... ** sighs** it's nearly impossible to force myself to get ready for class today even though knowing that tomorrow is the last day of classes for this week... there is a storm sitting off the coast wreaking havoc with every cell in my body... i am worried about my chem test because i can't even hold a coffee cup today... how will i hold my pen?? someone come play playdough and finger paints with me???

willow


((((((((((((willow))))))))))))))

My dear big sis! I'm sorry you are achy today! I get nasty headaches when there is a storm rolling in... sometimes it is not a good thing having your body in tune with the weather, is it?

I'll play... Here, wanna use my playdough toy? Ya put the playdough in and it makes purdy pink or blue or yellow hair for the lil peoples! Der's a kitty and a puppy and a horsie too and you can make them haf whatefer color furs you wanna!

I found a pic of you and Daddy Tommi dancing at the ball and another of you two cuddlin' in a big ole chair... you two look so sweet!

<big hugs> hoping you feel better soon!

[LadyPhoenix]

((((((((((((willow))))))))))))))

My dear big sis! I'm sorry you are achy today! I get nasty headaches when there is a storm rolling in... sometimes it is not a good thing having your body in tune with the weather, is it?

I'll play... Here, wanna use my playdough toy? Ya put the playdough in and it makes purdy pink or blue or yellow hair for the lil peoples! Der's a kitty and a puppy and a horsie too and you can make them haf whatefer color furs you wanna!

I found a pic of you and Daddy Tommi dancing at the ball and another of you two cuddlin' in a big ole chair... you two look so sweet!

<big hugs> hoping you feel better soon!

**huggling Mindy** thank you sweetness! i've been crying from the pain all morning already... *sighs* i really don't know how i am going to get through classes today and can't wait for October to be here and the end of hurricane season... every time one of those nasty lil critters wanders up to these here parts... they beat me but good... and well ... You and i know that there's really only one power that i consent to being beaten by! :| !*smilin* thank you for letting me use your playdough toy but i can't turn the handle today. Shoulda known yesterday when we had to use hole punchers to punch out pieces of paper for a lab experiement and my hand wouldn't close. it was SO embarrassing in class to have to get Dr. Wright to do that for me... i felt so inept! i love playing with playdough when it's like this ... the squishy makes my hands feel a lil better after it gets warm...
tell you what... why don't i make... a buncha lil girls and a certain Daddy... and you make alla them some hair.. but not too much for the Daddy so that Hy doesn't look like a hairy hippie! *giggles* ...
and yes, Daddy sent the pictures you found of Hym... thank you ... *smiling* ... Hy makes me look good... Hy is so extraordinarily handsome with Hys gleaming eyes and Hys mischievous playful smile... that any girl in the world standing next to Hym looks like Cinderella! i was a little embarrassed to see the snuggling chair picture in the galleries... but ... no, i couldn't take my eyes off of Hym, couldn't stop touching the softness of Hys face... Hy was so comforting and relaxing after so much hurrying to get all of my school work ahead ... and so little sleep... that i hardly knew there was anyone else there at all! Daddy has more pictures... and i will have the picture of me and Hym at the Ball scanned today at school and saved to disk so that i may post it... ** drool** Then every girl on the site will want Daddy Tommi ... for Hy was... wow! just stunning beyond description in Hys tux... i was the luckiest lady in the world for those 4 days....

{{{{{{{Mindy}}}}} ** snuggling next to you and burying my face in your shoulder** willow

[MissZMindy]

**huggling Mindy** thank you sweetness! i've been crying from the pain all morning already... *sighs* i really don't know how i am going to get through classes today and can't wait for October to be here and the end of hurricane season... every time one of those nasty lil critters wanders up to these here parts... they beat me but good... and well ... You and i know that there's really only one power that i consent to being beaten by! :| !*smilin* thank you for letting me use your playdough toy but i can't turn the handle today. Shoulda known yesterday when we had to use hole punchers to punch out pieces of paper for a lab experiement and my hand wouldn't close. it was SO embarrassing in class to have to get Dr. Wright to do that for me... i felt so inept! i love playing with playdough when it's like this ... the squishy makes my hands feel a lil better after it gets warm...
tell you what... why don't i make... a buncha lil girls and a certain Daddy... and you make alla them some hair.. but not too much for the Daddy so that Hy doesn't look like a hairy hippie! *giggles* ...
and yes, Daddy sent the pictures you found of Hym... thank you ... *smiling* ... Hy makes me look good... Hy is so extraordinarily handsome with Hys gleaming eyes and Hys mischievous playful smile... that any girl in the world standing next to Hym looks like Cinderella! i was a little embarrassed to see the snuggling chair picture in the galleries... but ... no, i couldn't take my eyes off of Hym, couldn't stop touching the softness of Hys face... Hy was so comforting and relaxing after so much hurrying to get all of my school work ahead ... and so little sleep... that i hardly knew there was anyone else there at all! Daddy has more pictures... and i will have the picture of me and Hym at the Ball scanned today at school and saved to disk so that i may post it... ** drool** Then every girl on the site will want Daddy Tommi ... for Hy was... wow! just stunning beyond description in Hys tux... i was the luckiest lady in the world for those 4 days....

{{{{{{{Mindy}}}}} ** snuggling next to you and burying my face in your shoulder** willow


willow... but my playdough toy is extra special... you only have to press the little button, and just a bump will work (it's a magical toy!) <grins>

yes, Daddy Tommi is sexy and sweet! I cannot wait to see the pics of Hym and my big sis!

k, I have to fix my hair... I should be leaving now and I'm not even ready...Good thing that I normally leave early enough to get there 15 minutes early... so today i will get to work just in the nick of time!

see ya later!

[MissZMindy]

I'm at work now, and just checkin in.... see you're gone off the site willow...

Givin' ya lots of snuggles back.... 'cuz that's what lil sisters are for!

Take care of you.....

[micpfef]

**huggling Mindy** thank you sweetness! i've been crying from the pain all morning already... *sighs* i really don't know how i am going to get through classes today and can't wait for October to be here and the end of hurricane season... every time one of those nasty lil critters wanders up to these here parts... they beat me but good... and well ... You and i know that there's really only one power that i consent to being beaten by! :| !*smilin* thank you for letting me use your playdough toy but i can't turn the handle today. Shoulda known yesterday when we had to use hole punchers to punch out pieces of paper for a lab experiement and my hand wouldn't close. it was SO embarrassing in class to have to get Dr. Wright to do that for me... i felt so inept! i love playing with playdough when it's like this ... the squishy makes my hands feel a lil better after it gets warm...
tell you what... why don't i make... a buncha lil girls and a certain Daddy... and you make alla them some hair.. but not too much for the Daddy so that Hy doesn't look like a hairy hippie! *giggles* ...
and yes, Daddy sent the pictures you found of Hym... thank you ... *smiling* ... Hy makes me look good... Hy is so extraordinarily handsome with Hys gleaming eyes and Hys mischievous playful smile... that any girl in the world standing next to Hym looks like Cinderella! i was a little embarrassed to see the snuggling chair picture in the galleries... but ... no, i couldn't take my eyes off of Hym, couldn't stop touching the softness of Hys face... Hy was so comforting and relaxing after so much hurrying to get all of my school work ahead ... and so little sleep... that i hardly knew there was anyone else there at all! Daddy has more pictures... and i will have the picture of me and Hym at the Ball scanned today at school and saved to disk so that i may post it... ** drool** Then every girl on the site will want Daddy Tommi ... for Hy was... wow! just stunning beyond description in Hys tux... i was the luckiest lady in the world for those 4 days....

{{{{{{{Mindy}}}}} ** snuggling next to you and burying my face in your shoulder** willow

Miss Willow,

I am sorry you are hurting so much. I know pain is icky and I am still getting my ankle better too but all over body pain is the worst. *********************Willow*************************

Those are angel hugs and they will make you feel all better.

Playdoh is good to help with your hands and being able to do stuff. There are also other tools you can get to help you with things. Check with the occupational therapy office at the university to see what they can offer to help you out.

I have some pretty pictures of you and Daddy Tommi that I will send to you. Then you can post the ones you want to post kk?

Huggles and snuggles.

Michele

[LadyPhoenix]

Miss Willow,

I am sorry you are hurting so much. I know pain is icky and I am still getting my ankle better too but all over body pain is the worst. *********************Willow*************************

Those are angel hugs and they will make you feel all better.

Playdoh is good to help with your hands and being able to do stuff. There are also other tools you can get to help you with things. Check with the occupational therapy office at the university to see what they can offer to help you out.

I have some pretty pictures of you and Daddy Tommi that I will send to you. Then you can post the ones you want to post kk?

Huggles and snuggles.

Michele

Aww thank you very much Michele! test was easy and only took 10 minutes. There was very little writing involved so i didn't have to hold my pen too long.
i use those smooshie balls too ... called stress balls... and sometimes balloons filled with jello.... or peas...
And thank you so much for sending the pictures! i can't wait to see them... and will forward to Daddy if you don't mind so that Hy can choose what Hy wants posted and which Hy doesn't!

huggles and snuggles and thank you's so muches for your loving concern!!

willow

[MissZMindy]

Getting ready for work... Three more days of being big and then I can relax... Have to work Saturday too this week, as we have inventory at work...

Leaving breakfast for the Daddies and girls: Steaming pots of hot cereal (cream of wheat), pancakes, with strawberries or blueberries for those who like them on their pancakes, bacon, sausage links, scrambled eggs, english muffins, fresh bananas, apples, oranges and grapefruit, milk, orange juice, and steaming hot coffee!

Hope everyone has a wonderful day...

[LadyPhoenix]

Getting ready for work... Three more days of being big and then I can relax... Have to work Saturday too this week, as we have inventory at work...

Leaving breakfast for the Daddies and girls: Steaming pots of hot cereal (cream of wheat), pancakes, with strawberries or blueberries for those who like them on their pancakes, bacon, sausage links, scrambled eggs, english muffins, fresh bananas, apples, oranges and grapefruit, milk, orange juice, and steaming hot coffee!

Hope everyone has a wonderful day...

YAYYYYYYYYMISSZMINDYYYYYYYYYYERUPPPPPPPPPPPP!

** pounces you... licks the tip of yer nose... offers you a brownie**

willow

[MissZMindy]

YAYYYYYYYYMISSZMINDYYYYYYYYYYERUPPPPPPPPPPPP!

** pounces you... licks the tip of yer nose... offers you a brownie**

willow

<wrinkles my nose> ewwwwwwwwww <giggles>

fanks for da brownie sis!

[LadyPhoenix]

** slipping through... hot ... sweaty ... black bandana in hand and looking rather... pumped up... grabs and orange... grins... heads to the shower**

willow

[Tommi]

Aww thank you very much Michele! test was easy and only took 10 minutes. There was very little writing involved so i didn't have to hold my pen too long.
i use those smooshie balls too ... called stress balls... and sometimes balloons filled with jello.... or peas...
And thank you so much for sending the pictures! i can't wait to see them... and will forward to Daddy if you don't mind so that Hy can choose what Hy wants posted and which Hy doesn't!

huggles and snuggles and thank you's so muches for your loving concern!!

willow
All I can say..is ;) ;) ;) about squeezing stress relievers.... (6) :s

[LadyPhoenix]

All I can say..is ;) ;) ;) about squeezing stress relievers.... (6) :s


** makes a smooshie face ** willow

[Tommi]

** slipping through... hot ... sweaty ... black bandana in hand and looking rather... pumped up... grabs and orange... grins... heads to the shower**

willow
missing several black things,,....Hmmmmmmm

[LadyPhoenix]

missing several black things,,....Hmmmmmmm


Throws black satin at You as i pass .... from a phone call not but so very long ago... that matches ... something black that You found in Your suitcase...

willow

[Tommi]

Getting ready for work... Three more days of being big and then I can relax... Have to work Saturday too this week, as we have inventory at work...

Leaving breakfast for the Daddies and girls: Steaming pots of hot cereal (cream of wheat), pancakes, with strawberries or blueberries for those who like them on their pancakes, bacon, sausage links, scrambled eggs, english muffins, fresh bananas, apples, oranges and grapefruit, milk, orange juice, and steaming hot coffee!

Hope everyone has a wonderful day...

MMMmmmm..I wanna grab some of this grub (one of everything) then I would hafta rest....and sit on the couch here and snuggle in one of the fuzzy blankies someone left behind...and take a lil nap, ...and watch you grrls play today,,,,,before...I hafta go out and drive that car that takes me away from here...

[Tommi]

Throws black satin at You as i pass .... from a phone call not but so very long ago... that matches ... something black that You found in Your suitcase...

willow

Cover me up you Tiggger, and quit bouncin....it's just barely daylight..gimme some coffeeeeeee..or else....

[MissZMindy]

MMMmmmm..I wanna grab some of this grub (one of everything) then I would hafta rest....and sit on the couch here and snuggle in one of the fuzzy blankies someone left behind...and take a lil nap, ...and watch you grrls play today,,,,,before...I hafta go out and drive that car that takes me away from here...

<grins> i know you like pancakes and bacon... that's why i made them today!
*snugglin up wif ya*

[LadyPhoenix]

Cover me up you Tiggger, and quit bouncin....it's just barely daylight..gimme some coffeeeeeee..or else....


** gives You that coffee.. just the way You like it... stirred... with (6) cream... and then gives You ... something .... else (6)

*laughing* okay i am outta here... can't be this hot and sweaty for too long ... makes me crazy ...

willow

[Tommi]

<grins> i know you like pancakes and bacon... that's why i made them today!
*snugglin up wif ya*
Love pamcakes...and bacan...and snuggglin...wif you..Get your toes under here too...

[Tommi]

** gives You that coffee.. just the way You like it... stirred... with (6) cream... and then gives You ... something .... else (6)

*laughing* okay i am outta here... can't be this hot and sweaty for too long ... makes me crazy ...

willow
Hot & sweaty makes MEEEEE crazy.and (6) ..cuz..well..u know......

[MissZMindy]

Love pamcakes...and bacan...and snuggglin...wif you..Get your toes under here too...

my toes? hmmmm... wonderin' what you might want wif my toes? (6)

[Tommi]

my toes? hmmmm... wonderin' what you might want wif my toes? (6)


grabbin yer foot..

this lil piggy went to market...
this lil piggy stayed home
this lil piggy cried weee weee weee
All the way home
and this lil piggy ....tried to get away so I gotta nibble on it...

[MissZMindy]

grabbin yer foot..

this lil piggy went to market...
this lil piggy stayed home
this lil piggy cried weee weee weee
All the way home
and this lil piggy ....tried to get away so I gotta nibble on it...


lol...... oh weee weee weee? i always thought it was peee peee?
<grins> ah musta not been listening as a kid or maybe i just twisted it around inside my twisted head?

nibble my toes? oh yes... watch out though Syr, I do have to warn ya that my feet... well... i just like my feet rubbed, nibbled... and stuff (6)

[Tommi]

lol...... oh weee weee weee? i always thought it was peee peee?
<grins> ah musta not been listening as a kid or maybe i just twisted it around inside my twisted head?

nibble my toes? oh yes... watch out though Syr, I do have to warn ya that my feet... well... i just like my feet rubbed, nibbled... and stuff (6)


***Making note in my lil black book.. (o) .about mindy's (8) feet *stuff*

[Morningstar]

**yawwnnnnnnnnn* (c) ........ just got out of the shower...... wearing my silkie short pink robe... and nothing under neath..
standing at the window ..watching the wild birds...... at the feeder...sippin my coffee......

[Tommi]

**yawwnnnnnnnnn* (c) ........ just got out of the shower...... wearing my silkie short pink robe... and nothing under neath..
standing at the window ..watching the wild birds...... at the feeder...sippin my coffee......


Ummm...can you um...meet me in that other thread..and don't be runnin around in here without clothes on..Please..

[LadyPhoenix]

Hot & sweaty makes MEEEEE crazy.and (6) ..cuz..well..u know......

yes Daddy... i DO know... and... i DO so love making You crazy...

Your willow

[LadyPhoenix]

Phone calls ... leaving me insane with desire... was going to lay out in the sun ... but now i am too hottttttttttttttttt! ... was thinking... how glad i am that the fall is soon here... and that time of year comes... i look forward to the feel of the dough in my hands as i make the breads... and the smells in the apartment... as i make pies and pickles... thinking ... that today i shall make some sourdough starter... and put up a batch of fresh whole wheat pita bread... my mother will worship me for that ... as will my son... never hurts to ... have family on ones good side... was looking at my big standing mixer... and thinking... that it was the best Channukwanzsolstimas present ever... because... as much i love kneading and pounding the dough... it hurt my hands too often ... and now i can make the bread anytime i want... without calling my son to come and help... he didn't mind though ... soon ... it will be that time of year... that on Mondays and Fridays... i bake breads, and pies... and my home will be filled... with wonderful sounds... my friends watching football in the living room ... and trying again for the umpteenth year in a row to explain to me what they are doing ... and people eating... and a reason to call my friend... the Head winemaker at Michel Winery and Vineyards... to match his wines with my meals... Life is good... even if i am too hot and bothered to go and lie in the sun... perhaps instead... i shall take a cold shower... and look through my grandmothers recipes ... and find something special to bake...

willow

[LadyPhoenix]

**eyes growin wide... cuz birdis' gotta make another shopping list...** more bathtime finger paints... and more bath crayons and some more window chalk cuz it's KEWL .. and mebbe some more bubbles... **

settin down ... an smellllllin cuz yum... i love the smell of the apartment after baking pita breads... an then takin regular finger paints out ... layin newspaper down underneath, an paper... an ... feelin the paints all sqooooshy and mooooshy under my fingers.. an makin pikchers ... this ones' gonna be the riffer... an dat ones gonna be the sea... an den over there... lossa treeeeeees an a mountain... an a teddy bear an it's mommy an ... birdisssssssss yay! an clouds.. makin em just like Daddy showed me to... an ... makin a racoon at the riffer too ... just like Daddy's cuz i LUFF raccooony things... i helt a baby one last year ... it was so teeeeeensy tiney ... thunk i shoulda made cookies steadda pita bread.. but darned it all... da bigly girl gets to decide what to cook ... hmmph ... wonders where MzMic an McPfef are an MissZMindy ... an .. thinkin .. lookatalla da MMMMMMM sounds... no wonder Daddy likes it in here.. minds Hym of desert!

willow... Syr Thomas's insatiable wench

[LadyPhoenix]

runs through the thread ... with my 'port card from Chem test in hand... omg omg omg!!! I GOTTA 94~!!! YAYYYYYYYYYy

sez the class average was 79.83!!! YAYYYYYYYYYY I PASSEDEDIT!


** takes a deeeep breath .. and lets out a sigh of relief**

willow... Syr Thomas's insatiable wench ...

[MissZMindy]

runs through the thread ... with my 'port card from Chem test in hand... omg omg omg!!! I GOTTA 94~!!! YAYYYYYYYYYy

sez the class average was 79.83!!! YAYYYYYYYYYY I PASSEDEDIT!


** takes a deeeep breath .. and lets out a sigh of relief**

willow... Syr Thomas's insatiable wench ...


YEAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

Very cool, willow! I neffer tooked chemistry when i was a college girl, cuz i was scawrd i would start a fiwer wif da chemical stuff! lol... nah, i just likded biology stuffs better.

[LadyPhoenix]

YEAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

Very cool, willow! I neffer tooked chemistry when i was a college girl, cuz i was scawrd i would start a fiwer wif da chemical stuff! lol... nah, i just likded biology stuffs better.


handin you sum finger paints an stuff... ** nodding** i'm doin bof this year... this weekend i am goin to da liberry .. an .. startin research for my biology paper .. it it titled Gender rEvolution, a Journey through DNA and Sexual Ancestry. and i am going to try to prove that if homosexuality can be hereditary ... than it is possible that other sexes and genders could have evolved. i'm doin a paper on Ovarian cancer for my English research this semester... i'll have to do an oratory too .. but i don't know much about that yet, and will see what comes up when it is explained to us... but i am thinkin i want to do it on Gay rights if i can choose my subject! i'm really lovin chemistry .. it's innerestin .. cuz.. we are learnin bout lil itty bitty teensy tinsy things that can't even be seen unner reggalar microscopes .. AND ... we learned dat da table .. an da chair that yer sittin on .. are movin !!!! ALLA DA TIME! cuz deres lil teensy tinsy itty bitty things called ADAMS.. and Adam is some guy that lives in the desk and he's gotta jitters an can't stop movin cuz he got ellecturcuted!

** nodding... pretty sure i got that right** willow, Syr Thomas's insatiable wench

[MzMic]

runs through the thread ... with my 'port card from Chem test in hand... omg omg omg!!! I GOTTA 94~!!! YAYYYYYYYYYy

sez the class average was 79.83!!! YAYYYYYYYYYY I PASSEDEDIT!


** takes a deeeep breath .. and lets out a sigh of relief**

willow... Syr Thomas's insatiable wench ...


Peekin in to give Willow a (*) . Way to go girl ! Chemistry, no less !

[LadyPhoenix]

Peekin in to give Willow a (*) . Way to go girl ! Chemistry, no less !


**grinnin** i NODE You'd come an play ... yup rooley in chemistry! an ... there was even stuff about calculating the abundance of isotopes in atomic mass.. an i DID It! YAY! we are learning about cell structure in biology and radioactive isotopes in Chem... some of the stuff is hard to believe... i'd personally like the chance to examine skin cells with a TEM ... just for proof .. ya know??? ** handing you some fingerpaint**

i wish i'd got to see you at da bash .. you goin next year???

willow, Syr Thomas's insatiable wench

[MissZMindy]

handin you sum finger paints an stuff... ** nodding** i'm doin bof this year... this weekend i am goin to da liberry .. an .. startin research for my biology paper .. it it titled Gender rEvolution, a Journey through DNA and Sexual Ancestry. and i am going to try to prove that if homosexuality can be hereditary ... than it is possible that other sexes and genders could have evolved. i'm doin a paper on Ovarian cancer for my English research this semester... i'll have to do an oratory too .. but i don't know much about that yet, and will see what comes up when it is explained to us... but i am thinkin i want to do it on Gay rights if i can choose my subject! i'm really lovin chemistry .. it's innerestin .. cuz.. we are learnin bout lil itty bitty teensy tinsy things that can't even be seen unner reggalar microscopes .. AND ... we learned dat da table .. an da chair that yer sittin on .. are movin !!!! ALLA DA TIME! cuz deres lil teensy tinsy itty bitty things called ADAMS.. and Adam is some guy that lives in the desk and he's gotta jitters an can't stop movin cuz he got ellecturcuted!

** nodding... pretty sure i got that right** willow, Syr Thomas's insatiable wench

my chair is moofin? :| willow...don't be teasin' me! and I'm sitting on a guy named Adam? I'm finkin he better get outta my chair... cuz da only guy I wanna sit on is Daddy! ;)
da only chemistry stuff i member is dat table the teachers make ya learn in like 6th grade... ya know the one wif those letters like O is for oxygen and H is for helium or is dat He?(dat makes ya talk like Mickey Mouse) and stuff... but I don't member much of it... cuz I don't use dat stinkey ole stuff!
I liked biology and anatomy! anatomy is fun cuz ya get to learn about your insides!
sure am thinkin that adam needs to get out of my chair though, cuz I gotta change my clothes and go to bed and i don't want him peekin!

[LadyPhoenix]

my chair is moofin? :| willow...don't be teasin' me! and I'm sitting on a guy named Adam? I'm finkin he better get outta my chair... cuz da only guy I wanna sit on is Daddy! ;)
da only chemistry stuff i member is dat table the teachers make ya learn in like 6th grade... ya know the one wif those letters like O is for oxygen and H is for helium or is dat He?(dat makes ya talk like Mickey Mouse) and stuff... but I don't member much of it... cuz I don't use dat stinkey ole stuff!
I liked biology and anatomy! anatomy is fun cuz ya get to learn about your insides!
sure am thinkin that adam needs to get out of my chair though, cuz I gotta change my clothes and go to bed and i don't want him peekin!


**grins** Daddy is roooley nice to sit on ... an...
yup!! rooley .. deys' Adams efferyliddlewhere! ROOLEY! :| Deys effen in yer skin an hair .. efferyliddlething in the WERLD is made uff em!!!!! ** eyes wide** an ... we are learnin bout cells too .. an efferyliddleliving thing in the werld is made outta them!!! i gotta lotta biology and anatomy already ... cuz i got my EMT a while back ... but there's so much MORE ... it will be hard to ever have to stop goin to school... i want to see it all ... i want to see these things they use to take apart cells and atoms and i want to SEE how they know wht does what inside of a cell... and i want to know why those things work to see inside of them... and how do they know for certain that they are seeing what is actually INSIDE and not .. some phenomenon caused by ... electrons bouncing offa stuff... i wanna NODE I NEEDA ... i'm an INQUIRING MIND! .. oh .. an i'm also
willow, Syr Thomas's insatiable wench!

[MzMic]

**grinnin** i NODE You'd come an play ... yup rooley in chemistry! an ... there was even stuff about calculating the abundance of isotopes in atomic mass.. an i DID It! YAY! we are learning about cell structure in biology and radioactive isotopes in Chem... some of the stuff is hard to believe... i'd personally like the chance to examine skin cells with a TEM ... just for proof .. ya know??? ** handing you some fingerpaint**

i wish i'd got to see you at da bash .. you goin next year???

willow, Syr Thomas's insatiable wench

*taking a piece of BUTCHer block paper off of the roll and setting down on the floor to make a big collage, looking over the finger paints and picking some pretty colors to make some istopes in atomic mass*

I really regret missing you at the Bash. Now that I've seen pics it WAS you and SIr Tommi that I saw in the lobby. Wish I wasn't so darn shy ! Big crowds do me in - but next time I'll be a bit better prepared for the whole thing.

DOn't know fer sure about Vegas (probly not, unless i find that rich, handsome StoneButchTopDaddy that I keep trying to build with my chemistry set) but there is NOT A DOUBT that I will be at DaddyRhon and MzChris' anniversary Bash the year after.

[MissZMindy]

wishin' dat dey would PAY me to go to school, cuz den I would go for effer! But someone's gotta pay dose stinkin' bills!

thinkin' it's 10pm and i gotta go to stinkin work in the mornin' AND i haf a headache cuz it's RAININ'... we hafn't had rain hardley berrry roooley much here this summer.... the grass is all ucky and stuffs... so it is good, but i wish it wouldn't make my head ache!

haff fun paintin willow and mzmic!

[LadyPhoenix]

*taking a piece of BUTCHer block paper off of the roll and setting down on the floor to make a big collage, looking over the finger paints and picking some pretty colors to make some istopes in atomic mass*

I really regret missing you at the Bash. Now that I've seen pics it WAS you and SIr Tommi that I saw in the lobby. Wish I wasn't so darn shy ! Big crowds do me in - but next time I'll be a bit better prepared for the whole thing.

DOn't know fer sure about Vegas (probly not, unless i find that rich, handsome StoneButchTopDaddy that I keep trying to build with my chemistry set) but there is NOT A DOUBT that I will be at DaddyRhon and MzChris' anniversary Bash the year after.


**noddin an watchin** yah .. me too ... it was hard for me .. i didn't see anyone but Daddy ... **blushing** sometimes i forgot ... we were even in a buncha people...
i've already picked out my gown for next year... and .. have set to earning the money for it ... i am doing well in school this year... so i'll be able to work ... and .. i have to be perfect for Daddy when i get there!
i'll ask Dr. Horn if she has a recipe for building a rich handsome StoneButchTopDaddy... she's a DOCTOR.. so mebbe she'll know how Butch Daddy's get here!

willow

[LadyPhoenix]

wishin' dat dey would PAY me to go to school, cuz den I would go for effer! But someone's gotta pay dose stinkin' bills!

thinkin' it's 10pm and i gotta go to stinkin work in the mornin' AND i haf a headache cuz it's RAININ'... we hafn't had rain hardley berrry roooley much here this summer.... the grass is all ucky and stuffs... so it is good, but i wish it wouldn't make my head ache!

haff fun paintin willow and mzmic!


Yup.. Daddy is now going to bed...... and i have to also .. because it's nearly 11 here... i'm sorry you gotta headache Mindy .. try making yourself a cup of chamomile before you go to bed... mebbe it'll help

willow Syr Thomas's insatiable wench

[LadyPhoenix]

{{{{{{{{{{{{MissZMindy}}}}}}}}}}}}} {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{MzMic}}}}}}}}}}}} time fer da birdi to hit da nest...

willow, Syr Thomas's insatiable wench!

[MzMic]

wishin' dat dey would PAY me to go to school, cuz den I would go for effer! But someone's gotta pay dose stinkin' bills!

thinkin' it's 10pm and i gotta go to stinkin work in the mornin' AND i haf a headache cuz it's RAININ'... we hafn't had rain hardley berrry roooley much here this summer.... the grass is all ucky and stuffs... so it is good, but i wish it wouldn't make my head ache!

haff fun paintin willow and mzmic!


They DO pay me to go to school - just not as much as I'd like, and they expect me to teach the kids !

Maybe Dr. Horn will have some suggestions for me. (Dark hair and Blue or green eyes?)

feel better Mindy -

Night Willow

Guess this grrrl should go to bed too ! (S)

[micpfef]

*sigh* guess I missed the fun. I was sad all day but I got stuffs done and that is good good!!!!!!!! I had to drop my classes so don't remember if I told peoples that or not. I had to do all the icky paperwork today and there will be more cuz I had to drop cuz of disability stuff and ifn I get all the paperwork in I get a refund and dont' get in as much trouble.

Hugs and night-time kisses all.

Michele

[MissZMindy]

Good mornin' efferey lilbody! Just stopping in to leaf some bweckfast!

There's white and wheat bread for toast, butter, strawberry, raspberry, grape jams and orange marmalade, there's cinamon and sugar too. Let's see, blueberry and apple cinamon muffins, chokit donuts, cream cheese danish, effery lil kinda cereal you could effer want, with milk, bagels and cream cheese, coffee, and hot chokit and lil marshmellows to put in it iffn ya like em'

Haf a wonderful day!


((((((((((((((mic)))))))))))
sorry ya gotta leaf school! dats terrible!

[LadyPhoenix]

*sigh* guess I missed the fun. I was sad all day but I got stuffs done and that is good good!!!!!!!! I had to drop my classes so don't remember if I told peoples that or not. I had to do all the icky paperwork today and there will be more cuz I had to drop cuz of disability stuff and ifn I get all the paperwork in I get a refund and dont' get in as much trouble.

Hugs and night-time kisses all.

Michele


{{{{{{{{{{Michele}}}}}}}}}}}}} oh honey! i am SO sorry to hear this... i can only imagine how disappointed you must be feeling! ... you know how to contact me on yahoo... if you need a friend i should be around most of the day... going to start some research and have a workout and a couple of walks... other than that i am here....

*mmmm thank you for settin out breakfast Mindy!* ... fixin Daddy a plate of yummies and bringin to Hym in bed... and a cup of orange juice and one of coffee... curlin up with an apple and a piece of whole wheat toast for myself... green tea... and orange juice... **then kissin Mindy on the top of her forehead and wishing her a yummwonnurful day at work**

willow,.... Daddys insatiable wench

[Tommi]

It's almost midnight, and wish there was a full moon so..I could have a reason to howl tonight..as I feel the need to .

.course..it would scare the cats, and the coyotes..

[LadyPhoenix]

It's almost midnight, and wish there was a full moon so..I could have a reason to howl tonight..as I feel the need to .

.course..it would scare the cats, and the coyotes..

** goes n paints a full moon on the window... for Daddy's wish is my greatest need... and then goes n cuddles poor lil ms tigger poo and peaches too ... to comfort them while Daddy... howlssssssssssssss**

Werewolves and Vampires and Daddy's ... ohhhhhhhhhhhh my!

*grinz*

luffin my Daddy dearly ...

Hys Wonderfullywaywardwyldewantonwikkidwillingbirdi

[micpfef]

Flitting in to wave helloooooooooooooooo to ebribody. I have been away for a week (shhhhhhhhhh don't tell nobody).

Syr Tommi, maybe one night you could tell us all a story? and us girls can all come and sit and listen to your story. I am missing snuggle time... well missing lots of time but hey it will get better right?

Going to the corner with my finger paints and making sure to lay out the plastic under the paper first so I don't make a big big big mess cuz I sure do get carried away.

Mic who is enjoying a mocha chocolate milk shake for b-fast hehe

[LadyPhoenix]

Flitting in to wave helloooooooooooooooo to ebribody. I have been away for a week (shhhhhhhhhh don't tell nobody).

Syr Tommi, maybe one night you could tell us all a story? and us girls can all come and sit and listen to your story. I am missing snuggle time... well missing lots of time but hey it will get better right?

Going to the corner with my finger paints and making sure to lay out the plastic under the paper first so I don't make a big big big mess cuz I sure do get carried away.

Mic who is enjoying a mocha chocolate milk shake for b-fast hehe


** grins** yesserday i etted candy corned for breakfast! YAY!

** sits down an finger paints pichurs uff my Daddy wif a orange ball uff fluff on Hym**
Hys WonderfullywaywardwyldewantonwikkidwillingWillow,

[micpfef]

** grins** yesserday i etted candy corned for breakfast! YAY!

** sits down an finger paints pichurs uff my Daddy wif a orange ball uff fluff on Hym**
Hys WonderfullywaywardwyldewantonwikkidwillingWillow,

*waving hi Willow* Putting a thumb print of orange on your nose hehehehehehehe

Getting up running awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Mic

[LadyPhoenix]

*waving hi Willow* Putting a thumb print of orange on your nose hehehehehehehe

Getting up running awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Mic


ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! ** noting... Daddy knows about the top of my nodes...** rubbing and scrubbing and rubbing the tickly tingly sensation away ... an makin da smmmoooooshie face ... ***


chasin after micpfef... catchin her... rollin her on da ground... an den.....

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....


huggin her!

silly goose!

da willowbirdi Daddy's bestestest lil girl effer! *cuz Hy SED so!*

[MargaritaGirl]

walkin in stompin my foot and crossin my arms...pouting out "i wish i had a daddie to call my own....someone to take care of me ....someone to spank me when im the devil (6) and someone to hold me and give me huggs and kisses when im an angel(a) "

[LadyPhoenix]

walkin in stompin my foot and crossin my arms...pouting out "i wish i had a daddie to call my own....someone to take care of me ....someone to spank me when im the devil (6) and someone to hold me and give me huggs and kisses when im an angel(a) "


**smilin softly** well MargaritaGirl... we can draw You a picture of one... and ... mine is very good at watchin over alla us here ... until you find one of your own!

Syr Thomas' adoring girl willow

[micpfef]

chasin after micpfef... catchin her... rollin her on da ground... an den.....

.....



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....


huggin her!

silly goose!

da willowbirdi Daddy's bestestest lil girl effer! *cuz Hy SED so!*

I is not a silly goose!!!!!!!!!! I is an (a) and important and special not no silly goose. hehe

I am glad you is happy Willow. Maybe ifn me draw a picture of a Daddy I will get one too?

Hugs you back

Michele

[MargaritaGirl]

ohhh please please hurry *grabbin* crayons and color pincels ...draw hym quick and make hym as hansome as you can...ty Lady P ty so so much huggs you soo tight you can hardly breath!!! quick draw hym!!!

[Tommi]

Daddy came here to get warm and fuzzy, cuz, I remember how pretty it is in here..and somewhere there must be a fuzzy blankie and some quiet music...and a Daddy couch...so I can try to nap.........cuz..I know this is the safest place around town...

and well, just cuz I knew somebody who was in a very bad motorcycle accident, and ...won't be riding anymore...and hys wife will miss hym very much..and that makes me sad, because ...well,.. (f) ...when you lose somebody you love it can happen soooooo very fast...and its worse than anything...

So hug all those you love when you have to go outside..or when they have to...ad be happy little girls cuz, that makes the world a special place. (f) (f) and ...just have a rainbow day...

DaddyT

[LadyPhoenix]

Daddy came here to get warm and fuzzy, cuz, I remember how pretty it is in here..and somewhere there must be a fuzzy blankie and some quiet music...and a Daddy couch...so I can try to nap.........cuz..I know this is the safest place around town...

and well, just cuz I knew somebody who was in a very bad motorcycle accident, and ...won't be riding anymore...and hys wife will miss hym very much..and that makes me sad, because ...well,.. (f) ...when you lose somebody you love it can happen soooooo very fast...and its worse than anything...

So hug all those you love when you have to go outside..or when they have to...ad be happy little girls cuz, that makes the world a special place. (f) (f) and ...just have a rainbow day...

DaddyT


covering my sleeping Daddy in my bestestestest purkle blankie which is all soft n yummy feeling and gently lifting Hys head and placing my pink sqooshy pillow underneath... and carefully removing Hys boots so as not to wake Hym as Hy lays in Hys easy chair... sighing softly in sadness for Hys losses... **

** leaving finger painted pictures for Hym to find... of sunrises and sunsets... and leaves turning a million colors, and Daddy there with Hys easel and paints... painting it all while i paint Hym and Hy paints me painting Hym! **

then sighing softly ... goin to start getting ready for school today ... biology ... UGH! ... it's gonna be a long long day cuz today is my Biology lab too ... an after that i got a tutoring session ... an after that my boys are coming over for a visit ... i will miss You ... and keep You in my thoughts and prayers today... lovingly... loving You ... loving the beauty and goodness... and darkness... which is my Precious Master, Syr Thomas Paladin.

Your willing, loving, aching slave willow

[micpfef]

Daddy came here to get warm and fuzzy, cuz, I remember how pretty it is in here..and somewhere there must be a fuzzy blankie and some quiet music...and a Daddy couch...so I can try to nap.........cuz..I know this is the safest place around town...

and well, just cuz I knew somebody who was in a very bad motorcycle accident, and ...won't be riding anymore...and hys wife will miss hym very much..and that makes me sad, because ...well,.. (f) ...when you lose somebody you love it can happen soooooo very fast...and its worse than anything...

So hug all those you love when you have to go outside..or when they have to...ad be happy little girls cuz, that makes the world a special place. (f) (f) and ...just have a rainbow day...

DaddyT

Syr Tommi,

Sending you gentle hugs and hope you slept some during the night. Sending a special cloud to surround those in pain and comfort them during this rough time.

Loss is scary and sad. I am sorry you lost a friend. Take care.

Michele

[Tommi]

Syr Tommi,

Sending you gentle hugs and hope you slept some during the night. Sending a special cloud to surround those in pain and comfort them during this rough time.

Loss is scary and sad. I am sorry you lost a friend. Take care.

Michele

Well, girls, Thanks willow and Michele for the warm fuzzy stuffsss I feel like a big bear coming out of hys cave after winter..Hibernated here, and is a nice place to wake to...

Need to shake off the grog, get some coffee, shower, shampooo, and get on the road...was going swimming before work, but,,, but...alas.. (o) , I need to visit this site afffter....swimming, and stufff...

[LadyPhoenix]

** lookin around.. hmmm ... seems dat da Daddy ain't here... hmmm! **


goes n runs da bubble baf ... gets in it... plays wif my duckies... my fishes and my baf crayons and foam...

Hys luffin an dadorin birdi... Luffingly Owned n Operdated by Syr Thomas Paladin ... ** Dats da Daddy too! YaY! **

[Tommi]

** lookin around.. hmmm ... seems dat da Daddy ain't here... hmmm! **


goes n runs da bubble baf ... gets in it... plays wif my duckies... my fishes and my baf crayons and foam...

Hys luffin an dadorin birdi... Luffingly Owned n Operdated by Syr Thomas Paladin ... ** Dats da Daddy too! YaY! **


***Looking at the cans of foam from Baltimore...and ....and...coloring your world///

[DaddiBoL]

Hello Girls and Daddi's

Just popped in to see what's been happening lately. Summers almost over so maybe this thread will start hopping again. I am a Daddi in Wichita so if there is anyone local out there feel free to send me a message. I don't get on the net too much but I look in from time to time. I hope everyone is doing well.

[LadyPhoenix]

** trudging in ... wearin Daddy's black shirt... an carryin my tea in one hand an my juice in da other... an wavin at the new Daddy an lookin for my berry rooley own Syr Tommi Daddy... an curlin up on da couch .. puttin in bunche uff Disney movies ... an fallin fastly asleep cuz... Nyquil does dat!!

**mumblinDaddysalwaysgottagodetawerkinganallirooleywannadoissnugglemyRoooooooooooliestDaddyeffer**

Hys berry rooley own willow birdi who ain't nobunny elses neffer... cuz Daddy Tommi SEZ SO! YaY!

[shabdkaur1]

My Oh My SyrQ..............you certainly do have a way to melt a femmes heart now don't you? What I wouldn't give to find a Daddy like you in my neck of he woods....

Yummy1now................

[gundy]

My Oh My SyrQ..............you certainly do have a way to melt a femmes heart now don't you? What I wouldn't give to find a Daddy like you in my neck of he woods....

Yummy1now................
AHEM...and AHEM...you said 'neck'....lol....hey there! Nobody is going to have clue one why I wrote that...but you know...and that's what matters! What if you DID find a daddy in your neck of the woods...does that mean you'd neck in the woods with your daddy? LOL

[shabdkaur1]

AHEM...and AHEM...you said 'neck'....lol....hey there! Nobody is going to have clue one why I wrote that...but you know...and that's what matters! What if you DID find a daddy in your neck of the woods...does that mean you'd neck in the woods with your daddy? LOL


Well now Gundy, If that Daddy promised to be ever so gentle with my heart, and took me by the hand and lead me into the woods, then I am sure under hys safe and watchful eye, not to mention strong arms and skillfull care.......
there's no telling what might happen in those woods....... ;) ........ (a)

Yummy1now

[gundy]

Oh YEAH, that's what I'm talkin' about!!!!!!! LOL...ahem...well, the woods bring out the wolf in Daddy, so ya might have to be a bit careful there....but Daddy's a nice wolf! AOOOOO!!!!!!! (howls at the moon)...

[shabdkaur1]

Well there Gundy.........if this little girl were afraid because she was alone at work at this early hour, perhaps a phone call from the "wolf" might calm her down....... ;)

Read you email............they're not just for people any more.....!

Yummy1now

[Tommi]

Well there Gundy.........if this little girl were afraid because she was alone at work at this early hour, perhaps a phone call from the "wolf" might calm her down....... ;)

Read you email............they're not just for people any more.....!

Yummy1now


Good Morning...Gundy and shabdkaur1.......

[shabdkaur1]

"When anger stirs thy breast, speak not at all,
For words, once spoken, rest beyond recall." Songs of Sappho

Good Morning Daddy T ~

Thanks for sharing this wonderful quote, it is a reminder that I truly appreciate.

Although I must say, that dispite a certain Daddy keeping me up all night talking on the phone, until I had to go to work, and not necessarily creating the opportunity to sing any "Songs of Sappho", I doubt that I could even utter a word in anger in hys direction..... ;)

I do hope you slept well dear....really, it's OK, I can work my 10+ hours and drive 2+ hours on the mere 30 minutes of sleep I got last night........ :s

Do send those bronze tooth picks by the pallet please, at the rate I am going, I will be needing them!!!!!! :|

Have a Happy............Yummy1now

[SweetChrissy]

**walks in quietly** Hello everyone, was stumbling through the theards tonight and came across this one....I dont know a whole lot about this but maybe someone could help me out a lil bit...Ya`ll seem to be really nice people!And I am thinking about the lil girl part...but would much rather learn more about it. Can someone help me out a lil bit?

[grrl24-7]

(*) (*) what a wonderful place! (*) (*)

[CountryBoi]

Hi to all the single B-F Daddy's and girls!

[tuesdayfemme]

*Peeking in*

Is there anyone here?

*Wondering what a grrl has to do to find a single Daddi...thinking they re all hiding*

[SyrQ]

since I've been in this room...interesting to see it is still open...hope all is well....

[toungeme_beautiful]

*Wondering what a grrl has to do to find a single Daddi...thinking they re all hiding*[/I]
LOL tuesday I was thinking the same thing ;)


Wake up single daddi's theres some single lil grrrls in da house!!:P

Peace-n-love ~

[micpfef]

since I've been in this room...interesting to see it is still open...hope all is well....

Hi SyrQ!!!!!!!!! Welcome back (I do believe). I spend a good amount of time when I am in the forums in a spin off thread of this one that at times is more active (which is the main reason why I spend time there and not here). You are welcome there no matter what the past holds in that regard. Aine and I are trying to always stir up good conversations on the D/g dynamic and life in general. Some of the Daddies don't post as often as would be nice. But we usually get a good conversation going and us girls are always playing around.

Both of these threads have allowed me to explore my girl in levels I could not have done otherwise. I look forward to this thread being stirred up a bit. Take care.

Michele

[SyrQ]

Hi SyrQ!!!!!!!!! Welcome back (I do believe). I spend a good amount of time when I am in the forums in a spin off thread of this one that at times is more active (which is the main reason why I spend time there and not here). You are welcome there no matter what the past holds in that regard. Aine and I are trying to always stir up good conversations on the D/g dynamic and life in general. Some of the Daddies don't post as often as would be nice. But we usually get a good conversation going and us girls are always playing around.

Both of these threads have allowed me to explore my girl in levels I could not have done otherwise. I look forward to this thread being stirred up a bit. Take care.

Michele

Well Hello there Michele....and thank you for the 'welcome back'...it has been a long time since our paths have crossed...thank you for the invite to the other thread--I would prefer not to...

however, I am always indeed very happy to sit and have a watchful eye over lil grrls--well, be lil grrls...*watching*

...and exploration on any level is a great initiator for change and growth...keep your feet firmly planted in the soil and your eyes and hands grasping for the stars lil one--all that you aspire for is within your grasp and within you...

I must say this site has gotten extremely difficult to navigate--or is it just me?....been away so long...hmmm....

good to hear from you again...

be the light into the darkness...

be well,
Jac'q

[micpfef]

Well Hello there Michele....and thank you for the 'welcome back'...it has been a long time since our paths have crossed...thank you for the invite to the other thread--I would prefer not to...

however, I am always indeed very happy to sit and have a watchful eye over lil grrls--well, be lil grrls...*watching*

...and exploration on any level is a great initiator for change and growth...keep your feet firmly planted in the soil and your eyes and hands grasping for the stars lil one--all that you aspire for is within your grasp and within you...

I must say this site has gotten extremely difficult to navigate--or is it just me?....been away so long...hmmm....

good to hear from you again...

be the light into the darkness...

be well,
Jac'q

Yes the site can be quite the chore at times. I enjoy the "Today's Posts" link on the main page because it will do a search of all the posts in the last 24 hours or so. It is pretty thorough and when I want to take a peek at the new topics I will do that. The other place I spend my time is my subscribed threads as I just check in with the threads I am subscribed to.

Maybe we can get some energy back into this thread....

Thank you for your words of encouragement.

Michele(f)

[tuesdayfemme]

Welcome SyrQ, very glad you are here.

*fluffing the pillows in the Daddi chair*

Make yourself comfortable...would you like coffee or tea this morning?

[SyrQ]

Welcome SyrQ, very glad you are here.

*fluffing the pillows in the Daddi chair*

Make yourself comfortable...would you like coffee or tea this morning?

thank you kindly tuesdayfemme for the welcome...blackberry sage tea w/ clove honey sounds great...

how are you doing this day?
(f) for all the grrls

[tuesdayfemme]

thank you kindly tuesdayfemme for the welcome...blackberry sage tea w/ clove honey sounds great...

how are you doing this day?
(f) for all the grrls

*handing SyrQ hys tea...taking off hys shoes, replacing them with hys slippers and slipping the footstool under hys feet*

I am wonderful this morning. Thank you for asking. I hope this finds you well on this fine day. Let me know if there is anything else I can get for you...a muffin or bagel perhaps? They're fresh and homemade.

Tuesday

[SyrQ]

*handing SyrQ hys tea...taking off hys shoes, replacing them with hys slippers and slipping the footstool under hys feet*

I am wonderful this morning. Thank you for asking. I hope this finds you well on this fine day. Let me know if there is anything else I can get for you...a muffin or bagel perhaps? They're fresh and homemade.

Tuesday

thank you for the tea tuesday...greatly appreciated...and thank you for the tlc--needed...as long as the muffins are organic---I will have a banana nut...

...and than you for 'everything'...

have a mystical and wondrous day....

be the change you wish to see in the world...

J

[SyrQ]

I am going to start a thought provoking question of the week on this thread:

Question for this week:


If your Higher Power were to grant you one favor, what would you ask?


(g) for all...

[toungeme_beautiful]

I am going to start a thought provoking question of the week on this thread:

Question for this week:


If your Higher Power were to grant you one favor, what would you ask?


(g) for all...

WOW thats one to think about. I will return with a well thought out fav ;)

Good morning all you daddi's and lil grrls Hope you all had a wonderful night!!

Peace-n-love ~

[SyrQ]

I am going to start a thought provoking question of the week on this thread:

Question for this week:


If your Higher Power were to grant you one favor, what would you ask?


(g) for all...



Mine would be very simple: I would ask that each person realize the soulful being that they really are...this would make heaven on earth...however, this would remove free will I suppose...

walk in awareness...
J

[SyrQ]

WOW thats one to think about. I will return with a well thought out fav ;)

Good morning all you daddi's and lil grrls Hope you all had a wonderful night!!

Peace-n-love ~

morning to you as well...

(f)

[tuesdayfemme]

thank you for the tea tuesday...greatly appreciated...and thank you for the tlc--needed...as long as the muffins are organic---I will have a banana nut...

...and than you for 'everything'...

have a mystical and wondrous day....

be the change you wish to see in the world...

J

You are most welcome Syr. And yes, they are organic as are the majority of things from my kitchen.

I wish you a day full of joy.

Tuesday

[tuesdayfemme]

If your Higher Power were to grant you one favor, what would you ask?


I too am going to have to give this some thought...

[toungeme_beautiful]

Ok my favor from my higher power would be... To let every child on this earth know some1 cares, no matter how hard it is or how alone they think they are, there are people out there who cares. Take their pain away. No child's soul should hurt, no child should be alone, no child should suffer! Let their faces shine.

[micpfef]

If your Higher Power were to grant you one favor, what would you ask?



This is a tough question for me. Lately one of my struggles has been my spirituality. I tend to ponder whether there is an ultimate higher power or if a higher power resides individually in each of us and we all become the collective higher power. Each of our choices and decisions and wants and desires shape and mold the world around us. So is there a higher power or is it really the whole of us who are the higher power and the director of all things?

But one favor to be asked would be that the basic needs of every person be taken care of - food, shelter, healthcare, safety and love.

Michele

[MenahuneGrrl]

hi Daddies and grrls .......... just thought i would come and stop by ! :) hi !

[toungeme_beautiful]

Hello Menahune, nice to see you in here. Hows thigns going?
Peace-n-Love ~

[SyrQ]

hi Daddies and grrls .......... just thought i would come and stop by ! :) hi !

Greetings and welcome Menahune...

passion is the path. it is the way to self realization...
J

[MzMic]

I am going to start a thought provoking question of the week on this thread:

Question for this week:


If your Higher Power were to grant you one favor, what would you ask?


(g) for all...

Many of the answers already given are beautiful and altruistic. This is a tough one for me because I truly believe in karma and balance and that, as tough as some lives are, that we choose experiences for a reason. (Perhaps I've read too much science fiction and watched too many Star Trek episodes - I'm always afraid to alter the path.)

So - I'm just going to be a selfish grrrl and ask for my Mentally Healthy, Financially Wealthy, Sound in mind and body, Stone Butch Top Leather Daddy soul mate.

*closing my eyes real tight and wishing on a (*) *

[SyrQ]

Many of the answers already given are beautiful and altruistic. This is a tough one for me because I truly believe in karma and balance and that, as tough as some lives are, that we choose experiences for a reason. (Perhaps I've read too much science fiction and watched too many Star Trek episodes - I'm always afraid to alter the path.)

So - I'm just going to be a selfish grrrl and ask for my Mentally Healthy, Financially Wealthy, Sound in mind and body, Butch Top Leather Daddy soul mate.

*closing my eyes real tight and wishing on a (*) *

Welcome Mz...

I completely understand and agree--karma and balance...and the fact that we bring things to us for our souls work...if we would just allow our character to move aside and allow our soul to do its work here...

again, welcome and please stay a while...

walk in awareness...
J

[MzMic]

Welcome Mz...



again, welcome and please stay a while...

walk in awareness...
J

Thank You SyrQ - - - - I just now realized that this is not the D/g thread that I usually post in....how nice that there are two !

[SyrQ]

Thank You SyrQ - - - - I just now realized that this is not the D/g thread that I usually post in....how nice that there are two !

you are more than welcome...yes, this thread I started prob over 2 years ago......

live an enlightened life...

[micpfef]

Thank You SyrQ - - - - I just now realized that this is not the D/g thread that I usually post in....how nice that there are two !

*waving hi to my friend* Yeppers there are 2 of em. This one has been quiet cuz no single girls have been playing and when we have been playing no Daddies to watch us.

Hugs and snuggles MzMic,
Michele(f)

[JackSpade]

*walks in quietly so not to wake anyone and leaves Hello Kitty coloring books and stickers on the table along with some furniture for the doll house for all the little girls Softly walks back out the door.

[daddygirlfemme]

hello......i'm new and wanted to stop by and say hello.........

[micpfef]

*walks in quietly so not to wake anyone and leaves Hello Kitty coloring books and stickers on the table along with some furniture for the doll house for all the little girls Softly walks back out the door.

*running over to the doll furniture*
*giggling* Jack you are so nice to us. I miss chatting with you in chat but I am not in there so much lately.

*looking at each new piece and holding it up to anyone who wants to look see*

they are all pretty Jack. And Hello Kitty is so cool. I liked her when I first learned about her and that was before many many people did. Cuz I is special :) Well not really it is cuz I was in Japan where they had her long before we did here in the States.

*leaving tea and coffee for the Daddies*
*muffins and bagels*
*yogurt in a chilled bowl of ice*

Have a happy day.
Michele

[SyrQ]

hello......i'm new and wanted to stop by and say hello.........

and Greetings daddygirlfemme(f) and Jack(b) ...

daddygirlfemme~glad you stopped by...stay as long as you want...

mic~ thanks for the goodies...Ic you are having a wonderful time playing...good grrl....*S*





all you see in your world is the outcome of your idea about it...

[FabuDiva]

*walks in quietly so not to wake anyone and leaves Hello Kitty coloring books and stickers on the table along with some furniture for the doll house for all the little girls Softly walks back out the door.

awwww...thank you Uncle Jack!!!! *giving you great big lil grrl hugs and ooooohing over the Hello Kitty coloring books and stickers...picking some out to make a lil thank you card for you*

[MenahuneGrrl]

thank you A/all for the very generous and sweet welcome!

**decorates a table with pink lace, setting up tea/coffee/juice/cola as well as danish/donuts/bagels/cheese/meat with a small flower arrangement in the middle**

[SyrQ]

thank you A/all for the very generous and sweet welcome!

**decorates a table with pink lace, setting up tea/coffee/juice/cola as well as danish/donuts/bagels/cheese/meat with a small flower arrangement in the middle**

you are more than welcome Menahune....and thank you for the gifts...the flowers are glorious and fragrant...

Greetings and Welcome FabuDiva(f)

[micpfef]

mic~ thanks for the goodies...Ic you are having a wonderful time playing...good grrl....*S*

all you see in your world is the outcome of your idea about it...

hmmmmmm .... I suppose I will say thanks but I don't know if I am a good girl or not.

Your quote is good. It is more or less the cycle thing that what you project into the world will be what is given to you. So if you think you are ugly, others will think the same and treat you the same then you will feel ugly. So I guess if I don't know if I am a good girl or not then I project that out into the world and it will come back to me.

hmmmmm.... I guess I will act like a good girl then until I have reason to be naughty and then I can enjoy that part of this all too (a)

Michele (not sure any of that makes sense, my mind is just going in circles I think... hehe)

[SyrQ]

what is the single 1 thing (or 2) that a daddi can do to show you that you are extremely loved, wanted and adored when you feel that you are not--loved, wanted and adored?

[tuesdayfemme]

I am going to start a thought provoking question of the week on this thread:

Question for this week:


If your Higher Power were to grant you one favor, what would you ask?


(g) for all...

The opportunity to make a difference.

[tuesdayfemme]

*walks in quietly so not to wake anyone and leaves Hello Kitty coloring books and stickers on the table along with some furniture for the doll house for all the little girls Softly walks back out the door.

Oh goodie! Doll house furniture!

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

*begins redecorating the doll house*

[tuesdayfemme]

what is the single 1 thing (or 2) that a daddi can do to show you that you are extremely loved, wanted and adored when you feel that you are not--loved, wanted and adored?

To give me some space of my own, but at the same time letting me know that hy is there, that I am safe and hys arms are ready to hold me when I am ready to be held. And when hy does hold me to do so in a way that I know that all is now well with the world because I can feel hys strength enveloping my troubled spirit. Then I can rest my head on hys chest and close my eyes and be at peace.

[micpfef]

what is the single 1 thing (or 2) that a daddi can do to show you that you are extremely loved, wanted and adored when you feel that you are not--loved, wanted and adored?

I may be odd in this but there are times when I am at my lowest that I need to be MADE to see the care. At times when I push away the hardest is when I want the most. In the quiet of my girl (and submission) I will feel the most from the Daddy. When I allow my will to be in my Daddy's hands, I will feel loved and wanted and adored. Sometimes a reminder is helpful and needed.

I hope that makes sense.

Michele

[SyrQ]

I may be odd in this but there are times when I am at my lowest that I need to be MADE to see the care. At times when I push away the hardest is when I want the most. In the quiet of my girl (and submission) I will feel the most from the Daddy. When I allow my will to be in my Daddy's hands, I will feel loved and wanted and adored. Sometimes a reminder is helpful and needed.

I hope that makes sense.

Michele

thank you Michele...let me ask you this...what can daddi do to cause you to see 'it' and feel 'it'? what does that care look like to you?

thanks again...
J

[SyrQ]

To give me some space of my own, but at the same time letting me know that hy is there, that I am safe and hys arms are ready to hold me when I am ready to be held. And when hy does hold me to do so in a way that I know that all is now well with the world because I can feel hys strength enveloping my troubled spirit. Then I can rest my head on hys chest and close my eyes and be at peace.

thank you tuesday...what does this 'letting you know hy is there' look like to you? what can hy do and/or say?

thanks again...

J

[micpfef]

thank you Michele...let me ask you this...what can daddi do to cause you to see 'it' and feel 'it'? what does that care look like to you?

thanks again...
J

Wondering why the questions? Are you trying to figure something out or trying to just explore things?

To cause me to see "it" or feel "it" can be many things. It can be a punishment or a restriction. It can be a time out or it can simply be me being taken into hys arms and made to be present in hys love and guidance.

It can be a knowing that no matter where we are if I am out of line I will be corrected. I do not want my will to be broken but I do want my walls to be broken through and to know that I am safe when that person is within them. It will not happen overnight with anyone. It might not ever happen for me. It will always be a process and things will go wrong but with the firm basis of consistency, trust, communication and honesty I think love is shared and will grow.

So what do you do when your girl might be feeling unloveable/unloved? How do you provide that care and nurturance for her? Also, what do you find gives you the feelings of being loved and cared for?

Michele

[tuesdayfemme]

thank you tuesday...what does this 'letting you know hy is there' look like to you? what can hy do and/or say?

thanks again...

J

By physically being there and if that is not possible to know that all I have to do is reach out. Sometimes the best thing hy can do is nothing...just be available.

In the Book of Job, his best friend was the one who just sat with him and said nothing.

Sometimes I need to be told to snap out of it but those times, for the most part, are very rare. I am a person who needs to work through things on her own and I will reach out when I am ready. But I need the comfort of knowing that hy is there when I am ready.

[MzMic]

what is the single 1 thing (or 2) that a daddi can do to show you that you are extremely loved, wanted and adored when you feel that you are not--loved, wanted and adored?


I think that the only way this can happen is through trust built over time. When you're in a sad (u) place, it takes someone who knows you inside-out to help you to feel safe. (l)




*waving hi to my friend* Yeppers there are 2 of em. This one has been quiet cuz no single girls have been playing and when we have been playing no Daddies to watch us.


*throwin a big Saturday-morning cuddle to my buddy* :)

[SyrQ]

Wondering why the questions? Are you trying to figure something out or trying to just explore things?

To cause me to see "it" or feel "it" can be many things. It can be a punishment or a restriction. It can be a time out or it can simply be me being taken into hys arms and made to be present in hys love and guidance.

It can be a knowing that no matter where we are if I am out of line I will be corrected. I do not want my will to be broken but I do want my walls to be broken through and to know that I am safe when that person is within them. It will not happen overnight with anyone. It might not ever happen for me. It will always be a process and things will go wrong but with the firm basis of consistency, trust, communication and honesty I think love is shared and will grow.

So what do you do when your girl might be feeling unloveable/unloved? How do you provide that care and nurturance for her? Also, what do you find gives you the feelings of being loved and cared for?

Michele

a bit of both...trying to sort something out and prob. the most important--I do believe that being a daddi is a work in progress...and there is a learning curve...with each day, as a person I grow--and with each day, as a daddi I grow as well...(I strive to be a better person/daddi today than I was yesterday and even better tomorrow than I am today.)...in every situation, with my lil grrl, I learn something new about each of us as individuals and as a collective...I always make every attempt to explore all sides of an emotion--hers and mine...I do not believe that I have all the answers and never will--therefore, I must be diligent in my exploration of the dynamic between lil grrs and their daddi's...and I always seek guidance from the experts--lil grrls themselves...

the reason I started this thread years ago was for all that come here to learn and grow from one another--yes, it is easy to stop in and place some candy and toys in the room for lil grrls to play with and for lil grrls to drop off trays of food, and drinks--however this was not the entire goal of this thread....learning and growing was and I trust that it is still is the main goal...and a safe place for all to share and seek comfort and gudance and be nurtured in their journey...

and yes, you are correct--to build a relationship, tear down the walls (on both sides) takes time and trust...communication is the key that unlocks the door...I do not want to tear down the walls really--I prefer to take the time and patience to build the trust to have the key to unlock all the doors to the walls...having the key is a gift from her, and I have no disire to bulldoze my way to her heart...only through showing her in silent and verbal ways can I begin to build a bridge of trust within the confines of her heart and between hers and mine...


"So what do you do when your girl might be feeling unloveable/unloved? How do you provide that care and nurturance for her? Also, what do you find gives you the feelings of being loved and cared for?"

thank you for asking....again, in verbal and non-verbal ways, I do my utmost best to assure her and reassure her that she is deserving of love...it has been my experience with the lil grrls that I have had the pleasure of having share my life with that they have all felt that they do not deserve to be loved...this is do largely because of their past...so on the front end, I ask a lot of question, listen intently and share myself with her--so that she does not feel that she is the only one laying her soul open to be examined...I never judge her--never...it is not my job nor my desire to judge her in anything that she may have done or will do...if I do not understand a decision, choice or something she has said, I seek clarity...I have come to realize that miscommunication is usually the primary culprit, followed closely by a misunderstanding on one or both parties parts...I ask a lot of questions so that I can fully understand all the sums that make up her whole...and as I am sure you know from your 'major' in school, that most lil grrls have some history of sexual abuse...thus, I have made every attempt to become an expert on the subject--so I can understand her psyche...

providing the care and nurturing comes easy for me...the first thing I do is to assist her in estabalishing and recognizing her bounderies...and I make every conscious effort to not cross them...by doing this--I can establish a degree of trust...for obvious reasons, lil grrls usually do not have boundaries and they are not even aware that there are boundaries...second I make every effort to offer her a door, so that she won't feel trapped as she probably has in her past...however, I need to close my exits and show her that they are closed so she does not think I will bolt out the door at every opportunity...the reason I need to close my exits is to build another level of trust and not cause her feelings of abandonment to service...I am working on this myself--I am learning what causes a lil grrl to feel abandoned and what exits I need to work on to close...although each lil grrl is different there are some common things...their fear of abandonment and of not being loved are pretty much universal...I also communcate my where-abouts with her constantly--letting her know where I am and will be, and that I am always available to her--if I can't be because of work, I let her know that if it is an emergency to let my cell ring, hangup and call right back...an emergency to me is not a life or death thing--it could simply mean she is in a 'bad' space emotionally and needs some TLC from daddi...in which case it may seem as a life and death 'thing' to her...I am always available to my lil grrl--always...I am doing my best when those moments come up for me that I am having a bad day or such to put aside 'me' for a moment to be emotionally available for her...again, I am still on the learning curve and do not do this sometimes--however, I do make it a point to come back when I realize and let her know what is going on with me and apologize for the error...

what gives me the feelings of being loved and cared for? this is simple for me to say, and I realize that it is not simple for another to give---it is communication on all levels...for my lil grrl to seek knowledge about me too...to ask questions, to get to know me and the lil boi that resides within...to always be available to me...the one thing that drives me to a not-so-nice place and brings up my feelings of abandonment is for her not to answer the phone when I call...and for her to follow through when she says she is going to call and make the call...if she can't for some reason, send me a text, email or a vm...just communicate with me...if she needs space, let me know...

thank you for the questions...it was nice to put into written form and explore this...


see more in another than they are showing you...
J
(f)

[toungeme_beautiful]

Hello Daddi's and lil grrl's, hope you all are having a wonderful weekend! Its a beautiful day here in Indiana a lil chilli but the nurturing is beaming down on us.
Peace-n-love ~

[micpfef]

a bit of both...trying to sort something out and prob. the most important--I do believe that being a daddi is a work in progress...and there is a learning curve...with each day, as a person I grow--and with each day, as a daddi I grow as well...(I strive to be a better person/daddi today than I was yesterday and even better tomorrow than I am today.)...in every situation, with my lil grrl, I learn something new about each of us as individuals and as a collective...I always make every attempt to explore all sides of an emotion--hers and mine...I do not believe that I have all the answers and never will--therefore, I must be diligent in my exploration of the dynamic between lil grrs and their daddi's...and I always seek guidance from the experts--lil grrls themselves...

the reason I started this thread years ago was for all that come here to learn and grow from one another--yes, it is easy to stop in and place some candy and toys in the room for lil grrls to play with and for lil grrls to drop off trays of food, and drinks--however this was not the entire goal of this thread....learning and growing was and I trust that it is still is the main goal...and a safe place for all to share and seek comfort and gudance and be nurtured in their journey...

I agree that this thread is very beneficial and more so for the discussion that can take place than the play. I can say though that having this place to play has been very helpful for me in exploring my girl side and in finding a comfort and safety that I do not and really in many ways have never had even with engaged in the dynamic with someone. There are been moments but whether through my error or an action from the other party, I have lost that safety and connection in some way. I guess one could say my trust has been damaged a lot recently both from my actions, life circumstances and the actions of those I placed my trust in. Please hear I am in no way placing blame on anyone but rather just stating my experience.



and yes, you are correct--to build a relationship, tear down the walls (on both sides) takes time and trust...communication is the key that unlocks the door...I do not want to tear down the walls really--I prefer to take the time and patience to build the trust to have the key to unlock all the doors to the walls...having the key is a gift from her, and I have no disire to bulldoze my way to her heart...only through showing her in silent and verbal ways can I begin to build a bridge of trust within the confines of her heart and between hers and mine...

This brought tears to my eyes because it is very true. The times I have exposed myself to those around me have been very much me giving parts of myself and entrusting them to the other person. It is a process and sometimes one I jump too quickly into and end up hurting because of my poor choices. Thank you for stating it in such a way as to show your understanding of the dynamic and the gift.





"So what do you do when your girl might be feeling unloveable/unloved? How do you provide that care and nurturance for her? Also, what do you find gives you the feelings of being loved and cared for?"

thank you for asking....again, in verbal and non-verbal ways, I do my utmost best to assure her and reassure her that she is deserving of love...it has been my experience with the lil grrls that I have had the pleasure of having share my life with that they have all felt that they do not deserve to be loved...this is do largely because of their past...so on the front end, I ask a lot of question, listen intently and share myself with her--so that she does not feel that she is the only one laying her soul open to be examined...I never judge her--never...it is not my job nor my desire to judge her in anything that she may have done or will do...if I do not understand a decision, choice or something she has said, I seek clarity...I have come to realize that miscommunication is usually the primary culprit, followed closely by a misunderstanding on one or both parties parts...I ask a lot of questions so that I can fully understand all the sums that make up her whole...and as I am sure you know from your 'major' in school, that most lil grrls have some history of sexual abuse...thus, I have made every attempt to become an expert on the subject--so I can understand her psyche...


Unfortunately too much abuse exists in today's society. It is more common than not to find people with this history. I agree often times miscommunication is the core of relationship breakdowns. It is difficult in the online medium and also via long distance relationships to not have unfulfillable expectations. You also get those who are seeking something and will take it wherever the get it and don't put the "real" of the person they are talking to into place. Abandonment is too easy to do. Some do not find it necessary to be accountable for their actions and will just change a screenname or delete an account. I have found it easier also at times to remove people's names from my messenger list jsut so I don't have to feel the pain of seeing them online or of not having the contact and resolution from them. I do not change my email address though and I rarely will put a person on block in that area.

It is also very easy to not realize that someone is not sharing also. I tend to ramble on and on at times and I can struggle to listen to the one I am engaging with. Sometimes I have to be brought to attention in order to let the point being made sink in. It is easy to not listen and to hear what I want to hear ( but I think we all can be that way). I try to be aware of the potential and be as open as possible when I can be and am able to trust the other person enough to do this.

I find it difficult to believe that one can say they do not judge. I think a person usually with an open mind will not condemn and will try to understand but there are some reactions and judgments that just happen. People make up images of who the person is based on what they hear (their filter as someone I know has said). But I do understand the gist of what you are saying. I try my best to not judge but to understand the person's experiences. It is not my place to condemn or approve of what has happened in a person's past.


providing the care and nurturing comes easy for me...the first thing I do is to assist her in estabalishing and recognizing her bounderies...and I make every conscious effort to not cross them...by doing this--I can establish a degree of trust...for obvious reasons, lil grrls usually do not have boundaries and they are not even aware that there are boundaries...second I make every effort to offer her a door, so that she won't feel trapped as she probably has in her past...however, I need to close my exits and show her that they are closed so she does not think I will bolt out the door at every opportunity...the reason I need to close my exits is to build another level of trust and not cause her feelings of abandonment to service...I am working on this myself--I am learning what causes a lil grrl to feel abandoned and what exits I need to work on to close...although each lil grrl is different there are some common things...their fear of abandonment and of not being loved are pretty much universal...I also communcate my where-abouts with her constantly--letting her know where I am and will be, and that I am always available to her--if I can't be because of work, I let her know that if it is an emergency to let my cell ring, hangup and call right back...an emergency to me is not a life or death thing--it could simply mean she is in a 'bad' space emotionally and needs some TLC from daddi...in which case it may seem as a life and death 'thing' to her...I am always available to my lil grrl--always...I am doing my best when those moments come up for me that I am having a bad day or such to put aside 'me' for a moment to be emotionally available for her...again, I am still on the learning curve and do not do this sometimes--however, I do make it a point to come back when I realize and let her know what is going on with me and apologize for the error...

I hope your girl when you find one can appreciate this from you. I know it is hard for me to reach out much of the time because I am afraid of being "too much" or causing worry and stress for the person I am with. It is nice and pretty but I will admit I find it difficult to believe as a possibility from anyone.

It is good too that you can see your limitations and admit to having to learn and that you will make mistakes. We all do. One thing we all must remember is just as girls are human so are Daddies.


what gives me the feelings of being loved and cared for? this is simple for me to say, and I realize that it is not simple for another to give---it is communication on all levels...for my lil grrl to seek knowledge about me too...to ask questions, to get to know me and the lil boi that resides within...to always be available to me...the one thing that drives me to a not-so-nice place and brings up my feelings of abandonment is for her not to answer the phone when I call...and for her to follow through when she says she is going to call and make the call...if she can't for some reason, send me a text, email or a vm...just communicate with me...if she needs space, let me know...

thank you for the questions...it was nice to put into written form and explore this...

see more in another than they are showing you...
J
(f)

I have a saying that I have discovered from many of my experiences this past couple of years. Some say it is a bit harsh, but I truly believe it and it is my experience. When I am hurt by the truth, my wounds will heal fairly quickly and I will grow. When I am hurt by lies, you have raped my soul and the wounds take forever it seems to mend. I still grow though. I have to see it that way I think because if I don't then the experiences I have had have no meaning or purpose. Omission is a lie to me also. I hate when people pussy foot around me. I may be vulnerable and easy to hurt but I will not break and I deserve the truth in situations. If something I have done upsets you, tell me and through communication it can be resolved or the decision can be made together that it is not in the best interests of the parties to continue forward.

Okay, probably have stated too much but I agree it is good to get it out and look at it.

Growth happens in exchange I do believe.

Michele

[MzMic]

I am a bit stunned at the beautiful, open discussion that just went on between SyrQ and Michele. Both of you had such thoughtful, relevant things to say that I am a bit overwhelmed and don't even have anything to add to the dialog - just that I think that BOTH of you, because of your deep level of thought and the time that you put into the process, will be a wonderful surprise to the girl and the Daddy who find the gem that each of you are.

Thank you both. The universe answers our questions in the strangest of ways, and I've spent a lot of time over the past few weeks taking a hard look at my life, my choices, and those people that I have called into my life. (Yes, I do believe that we call people into our lives for a purpose or a season and that most anyone has a gift of learning to bring.) This conversation has brought back some hope to my heart. (l)

(f) (f) (f) (f) (f) (f) (f) (f) (f) (f)

[tuesdayfemme]

I think that discussion is very important because in the process we are learning from each other which makes our community and relationships stronger.

The play is important too. I also need to let my little girl come out and play. There are times when I feel as though I was "born an adult" having had to grow up so fast.

Over the past week I have been reflecting on my last relatioinship - the things that were right and wrong with it and with both of us.

I take responsibility for allowing myself to fall victim to the deceit of another. But hys actions are neither my responsibility nor my fault. I am responsible for believing hys lies and for denying them when the truth was staring me in the face. I am responsible for wanting so badly for things to be anything other than the reality of the situation that I endured far more than I should have. For so desperately wanting to be loved, to feel loved, that when all affection from hym dried up and/or evolved into abusive behavior I accepted it believing the lie that I had told myself that if hy was still here it meant that hy still loved me - otherwise why else would hy be around?

When the reality that hys infidelity ultimately exposed was that hy was merely using me to continue to provide hym with a lifestyle to which hy had become highly accustomed.

I had allowed myself to cling to a fantasy where one night things would suddenly change- that hy would take me in hys arms, look at me with the same look hy used to have in hys eyes and everything would to back to the way things were in the beginning. That hy was just going through a rough time. Then more infidelity and lies surfaced and I could no longer wallow in my own delusion.

So now I am alone and occasionally facing those feelings of not being loved or loveable. But the beauty of the situation is that I am not facing them alone. I have the support of friends who have helped me to see that this is just not true. That everyone has those feelings from time to time. That I am deserving of being loved and am a loveable person.

By just knowing that they are there for me, by listening to me and lovingly (sometimes firmly) pointing me back to the truth, my friends (both Daddys) have helped me continue along my journey of healing and moving forward. With each day I get stronger and that is a very good thing.

Somewhere out there is my one true Daddy and the Universe will bring us together according to its schedule.

[SyrQ]

I think that discussion is very important because in the process we are learning from each other which makes our community and relationships stronger.

The play is important too. I also need to let my little girl come out and play. There are times when I feel as though I was "born an adult" having had to grow up so fast.

Over the past week I have been reflecting on my last relatioinship - the things that were right and wrong with it and with both of us.

I take responsibility for allowing myself to fall victim to the deceit of another. But hys actions are neither my responsibility nor my fault. I am responsible for believing hys lies and for denying them when the truth was staring me in the face. I am responsible for wanting so badly for things to be anything other than the reality of the situation that I endured far more than I should have. For so desperately wanting to be loved, to feel loved, that when all affection from hym dried up and/or evolved into abusive behavior I accepted it believing the lie that I had told myself that if hy was still here it meant that hy still loved me - otherwise why else would hy be around?

When the reality that hys infidelity ultimately exposed was that hy was merely using me to continue to provide hym with a lifestyle to which hy had become highly accustomed.

I had allowed myself to cling to a fantasy where one night things would suddenly change- that hy would take me in hys arms, look at me with the same look hy used to have in hys eyes and everything would to back to the way things were in the beginning. That hy was just going through a rough time. Then more infidelity and lies surfaced and I could no longer wallow in my own delusion.

So now I am alone and occasionally facing those feelings of not being loved or loveable. But the beauty of the situation is that I am not facing them alone. I have the support of friends who have helped me to see that this is just not true. That everyone has those feelings from time to time. That I am deserving of being loved and am a loveable person.

By just knowing that they are there for me, by listening to me and lovingly (sometimes firmly) pointing me back to the truth, my friends (both Daddys) have helped me continue along my journey of healing and moving forward. With each day I get stronger and that is a very good thing.

Somewhere out there is my one true Daddy and the Universe will bring us together according to its schedule.

yes, this place is a safe harbour where lil grrls can be lil grrls without fear of threat...at least this is my goal and has been my goal...

most often the lil grrl within has to be locked away in the basement and hidden from view so that the womyn can function...my only desire for every womyn is for her to be able to find a safe and secure environment where she can break the chains that keep her lil grrl bound deep within her core...I have spent many years trying to get to the place where I am--non-judging...and I do not judge my lil grrl any longer...esp. now that I am back on my spiritual path and follow my truth, that all of us are here to exp. whatever our soul has laid out for us...so in keeping with this mentality and spirituality I can sit with my lil grrl and view her, listen to her lifes experiences and not judge her choics, actions or decisions...in our relationship when she makes a decision or choice, I always ask her what was her motivation behind that particular choice? or better yet, if I have laid the proper ground work, we can have an open discussion prior to her making a decision so that I can offer her, not a better way, but another alternative for her to consider...

I truly believe that parents 'screw' up their children..the greatest gift a parent can give a child is to teach the child how to think and reason for themselves...often times parents end up telling a child what to do and making the decisions for the child--so when the child grows up, they have no clue as to how to make decisions for themselves...so, I find myself undoing alot of this non-thinking and assisting my lil grrl in learning how to make decisions by offering her choices...if parents would only offer choices and then ask little suzy to explain why she made the choice she made...suzy would not grow up so overwhelmed with lifes decisions...

very true tuesday! you are loveable and loved...every lil grrl deserves to be loved and is loveable despite what she may come to believe about herself because of bad parenting or a bad relationship...it is sad that we end up believing the lies...I have often said that it is easier for us to believe 'negative' things about ourselves, than it is to believe the 'positive'...I also say--we would all be alot better off if we were raised by elephants, dolphins, wolves or heyenas...their offspring do not grow up to be serial killers or anorexic, now do you?

each day makes you stronger...each 'bad' experience you survive causes you to be stronger...we learn quicker from a 'negative' exp. than we do a 'positive' one--if we learn at all...some people never learn...as the saying goes----"what is the definition of stupidity? doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result." take the experiences that life has to offer and own them so that you can grow into the fullness of who and what you are--never deny your own experiences...for if you do, you are denying a sum of your whole....

*placing a large (g) in the middle of the play area for the lil grrls to find with all sorts of goodies and toys inside...going over to my hamock to wait and watch* what will the lil grrls find?

J

[tuesdayfemme]

yes, this place is a safe harbour where lil grrls can be lil grrls without fear of threat...at least this is my goal and has been my goal...

most often the lil grrl within has to be locked away in the basement and hidden from view so that the womyn can function...my only desire for every womyn is for her to be able to find a safe and secure environment where she can break the chains that keep her lil grrl bound deep within her core...I have spent many years trying to get to the place where I am--non-judging...and I do not judge my lil grrl any longer...esp. now that I am back on my spiritual path and follow my truth, that all of us are here to exp. whatever our soul has laid out for us...so in keeping with this mentality and spirituality I can sit with my lil grrl and view her, listen to her lifes experiences and not judge her choics, actions or decisions...in our relationship when she makes a decision or choice, I always ask her what was her motivation behind that particular choice? or better yet, if I have laid the proper ground work, we can have an open discussion prior to her making a decision so that I can offer her, not a better way, but another alternative for her to consider...

I truly believe that parents 'screw' up their children..the greatest gift a parent can give a child is to teach the child how to think and reason for themselves...often times parents end up telling a child what to do and making the decisions for the child--so when the child grows up, they have no clue as to how to make decisions for themselves...so, I find myself undoing alot of this non-thinking and assisting my lil grrl in learning how to make decisions by offering her choices...if parents would only offer choices and then ask little suzy to explain why she made the choice she made...suzy would not grow up so overwhelmed with lifes decisions...

very true tuesday! you are loveable and loved...every lil grrl deserves to be loved and is loveable despite what she may come to believe about herself because of bad parenting or a bad relationship...it is sad that we end up believing the lies...I have often said that it is easier for us to believe 'negative' things about ourselves, than it is to believe the 'positive'...I also say--we would all be alot better off if we were raised by elephants, dolphins, wolves or heyenas...their offspring do not grow up to be serial killers or anorexic, now do you?

each day makes you stronger...each 'bad' experience you survive causes you to be stronger...we learn quicker from a 'negative' exp. than we do a 'positive' one--if we learn at all...some people never learn...as the saying goes----"what is the definition of stupidity? doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result." take the experiences that life has to offer and own them so that you can grow into the fullness of who and what you are--never deny your own experiences...for if you do, you are denying a sum of your whole....

*placing a large (g) in the middle of the play area for the lil grrls to find with all sorts of goodies and toys inside...going over to my hamock to wait and watch* what will the lil grrls find?

J

There are indeed times when my little girl has to play. But there are other times when she needs the safety of strong arms around her, protecting her from all that is bad in the world. To be able to feel safe enough to cry without fear of impatience or ridicule. To feel safe enough to relax and eventually fall into a deep, peaceful sleep. To feel Daddy's strength and power and know that no matter what happens hy will be there for her to protect her and keep her safe. To know that in her times of fear and confusion Daddy is there to lovingly guide her, to help her make decisions in her times of indecision. To lovingly correct her when she needs correction. All done through love with patience, not through impatience, bullying or berating.


*sees the (g) in the middle of the play area and skips over to investigate...opens the box...*

Wow! Lollipops, teddy bears, Polly Pockets and dolls!

*taking a green lollipop, Muffy Vanderbear, Polly Pocket Beauty Shop and running over to the Daddi hammock...*

*squealing* Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

Big (k) (k) (k) (k)'s !

*sits down next to the hammock, unwraps lolli, starts to play with Polly Pocket...such a happy, happy little grrl....lolli in mouth, playing, humming a little song while she plays*

[SyrQ]

There are indeed times when my little girl has to play. But there are other times when she needs the safety of strong arms around her, protecting her from all that is bad in the world. To be able to feel safe enough to cry without fear of impatience or ridicule. To feel safe enough to relax and eventually fall into a deep, peaceful sleep. To feel Daddy's strength and power and know that no matter what happens hy will be there for her to protect her and keep her safe. To know that in her times of fear and confusion Daddy is there to lovingly guide her, to help her make decisions in her times of indecision. To lovingly correct her when she needs correction. All done through love with patience, not through impatience, bullying or berating.


*sees the (g) in the middle of the play area and skips over to investigate...opens the box...*

Wow! Lollipops, teddy bears, Polly Pockets and dolls!

*taking a green lollipop, Muffy Vanderbear, Polly Pocket Beauty Shop and running over to the Daddi hammock...*

*squealing* Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

Big (k) (k) (k) (k)'s !

*sits down next to the hammock, unwraps lolli, starts to play with Polly Pocket...such a happy, happy little grrl....lolli in mouth, playing, humming a little song while she plays*

strong arms and guidance are a prerequsite I am sure...*S*...guidance is something that a daddi learns through many exp...we learn to crawl before we walk...I made many mistakes and still will, I am sure..however, I hope to learn from the mistakes...

*watching tuesday play....smiling quietly to myself* lil grrl do not eat too much candy...you will get an upset stomach...just one lolli-pop tonight...

[micpfef]

*placing a large (g) in the middle of the play area for the lil grrls to find with all sorts of goodies and toys inside...going over to my hamock to wait and watch* what will the lil grrls find?

J

Hmmmmmm *sneaking up to the big box and peeking in*

*waving hi to tuesdayfemme*

*getting the pretty doll out and smoothing her dress*

Think I am off to bed soon and gonna curl up with a book. Tomorrow is another day to be filled with sunshine and rainbows.

*curling up in the corner beanbag*

Night night all.
Michele

[tuesdayfemme]

*watching tuesday play....smiling quietly to myself* lil grrl do not eat too much candy...you will get an upset stomach...just one lolli-pop tonight...

*sees hym sleeping in the Daddi hammock...tip toes over and watches hym for a few minutes...quietly tip toes to the box and takes out a few green lollis and slips them in the pocket of my nightie...reaches back into box and takes out coloring book and crayons...tip toes back over to the hammock, admires hym for a few minutes...lays down on tummy on floor, feet crossed up in the air...happily and quietly coloring...*

[toungeme_beautiful]

I think that discussion is very important because in the process we are learning from each other which makes our community and relationships stronger.

The play is important too. I also need to let my little girl come out and play. There are times when I feel as though I was "born an adult" having had to grow up so fast.

Over the past week I have been reflecting on my last relatioinship - the things that were right and wrong with it and with both of us.

I take responsibility for allowing myself to fall victim to the deceit of another. But hys actions are neither my responsibility nor my fault. I am responsible for believing hys lies and for denying them when the truth was staring me in the face. I am responsible for wanting so badly for things to be anything other than the reality of the situation that I endured far more than I should have. For so desperately wanting to be loved, to feel loved, that when all affection from hym dried up and/or evolved into abusive behavior I accepted it believing the lie that I had told myself that if hy was still here it meant that hy still loved me - otherwise why else would hy be around?

When the reality that hys infidelity ultimately exposed was that hy was merely using me to continue to provide hym with a lifestyle to which hy had become highly accustomed.

I had allowed myself to cling to a fantasy where one night things would suddenly change- that hy would take me in hys arms, look at me with the same look hy used to have in hys eyes and everything would to back to the way things were in the beginning. That hy was just going through a rough time. Then more infidelity and lies surfaced and I could no longer wallow in my own delusion.

So now I am alone and occasionally facing those feelings of not being loved or loveable. But the beauty of the situation is that I am not facing them alone. I have the support of friends who have helped me to see that this is just not true. That everyone has those feelings from time to time. That I am deserving of being loved and am a loveable person.

By just knowing that they are there for me, by listening to me and lovingly (sometimes firmly) pointing me back to the truth, my friends (both Daddys) have helped me continue along my journey of healing and moving forward. With each day I get stronger and that is a very good thing.

Somewhere out there is my one true Daddy and the Universe will bring us together according to its schedule.
Tuesdayfemme, I know what you feel..The last relationship I was in was very abusive, mentally and physicaly. I had been a lesbian for a long time, never had a Daddi. Well this woman I was with she was very over powering was always wanting to in control. We would get a lil freaky in the bedroom, but she used that to show me she wanted to be incontrol of everything not just in the bedroom. I was very much inlove with her, and would have done anything for her..I too would fantasiz of her realizing how much she was hurting me by not tending to my emotional needs besides my physical needs that she would one day grab me and tell me she loves me and wouldnt ever hurt me again..well that day never came..to make a long story short I realized she wasnt the person for me, she wanted a puppet not a girlfriend so went our own ways. But what she did to me made me build these walls to keep people away, not let people know how I feel ...I let myself turn into one of those people that would open up to people affraid I would get hurt, and for sometime I was alone wondering why she did this to me....
Then one day I I woke up realizing what kind of person I was ...and I didnt liek it AT ALL. Again to make a long story short, I took some time for myself to find myself again. The friendly loving person I am ..a person who cares for other people with out looking for paybacks.
And all this time trying to find this person inside I knew was there ...a friend stayed with me the whole time, telling me I will be ok and things will work out just keep trying. We would go out together with her Daddi, and I would see how he treated her, with love, he is so kind to her, treats her with respect and she is not affriad of him at all. I would watch them 2 together and would sorta daydream of having that, wanting a Daddi who would treat me with the same respect and hold out them loving arms. But I still would get a lil scared because I would love to open up and let them things happen again, i would think If I give this control over in the room ..how would it be out of the bedroom, would he use this to hurt me like she did.
Well throught hte years I have learned that not everyone does that to people, not everyone is controling ( in the wrong way ) ... I wont let this person ruin my life ..I wont let this person control me years after our relationship is over, cause she in some way did have that control still...by me not letting myself love some1 being affraid....I do get the feeling Im unloved ..but I remember to love myself and thats enough for me right now till my Daddi comes along...I am a queen awaiting her King to come along and take me on that long journy..the journy I long to take. I long to give control ( in the right way ) To have him show me how it should be given. And not use it against me, or hurt me with it, I am scared a lil but I know when the right one comes along I wont be, he will make me feel safe.

Peace-n-Love ~

Each passing day brings more strength....

[tuesdayfemme]

Tuesdayfemme, I know what you feel..The last relationship I was in was very abusive, mentally and physicaly. I had been a lesbian for a long time, never had a Daddi. Well this woman I was with she was very over powering was always wanting to in control. We would get a lil freaky in the bedroom, but she used that to show me she wanted to be incontrol of everything not just in the bedroom. I was very much inlove with her, and would have done anything for her..I too would fantasiz of her realizing how much she was hurting me by not tending to my emotional needs besides my physical needs that she would one day grab me and tell me she loves me and wouldnt ever hurt me again..well that day never came..to make a long story short I realized she wasnt the person for me, she wanted a puppet not a girlfriend so went our own ways. But what she did to me made me build these walls to keep people away, not let people know how I feel ...I let myself turn into one of those people that would open up to people affraid I would get hurt, and for sometime I was alone wondering why she did this to me....
Then one day I I woke up realizing what kind of person I was ...and I didnt liek it AT ALL. Again to make a long story short, I took some time for myself to find myself again. The friendly loving person I am ..a person who cares for other people with out looking for paybacks.
And all this time trying to find this person inside I knew was there ...a friend stayed with me the whole time, telling me I will be ok and things will work out just keep trying. We would go out together with her Daddi, and I would see how he treated her, with love, he is so kind to her, treats her with respect and she is not affriad of him at all. I would watch them 2 together and would sorta daydream of having that, wanting a Daddi who would treat me with the same respect and hold out them loving arms. But I still would get a lil scared because I would love to open up and let them things happen again, i would think If I give this control over in the room ..how would it be out of the bedroom, would he use this to hurt me like she did.
Well throught hte years I have learned that not everyone does that to people, not everyone is controling ( in the wrong way ) ... I wont let this person ruin my life ..I wont let this person control me years after our relationship is over, cause she in some way did have that control still...by me not letting myself love some1 being affraid....I do get the feeling Im unloved ..but I remember to love myself and thats enough for me right now till my Daddi comes along...I am a queen awaiting her King to come along and take me on that long journy..the journy I long to take. I long to give control ( in the right way ) To have him show me how it should be given. And not use it against me, or hurt me with it, I am scared a lil but I know when the right one comes along I wont be, he will make me feel safe.

Peace-n-Love ~

Each passing day brings more strength....

Thank you for this post toungeme. When I was reading it I thought I was reading my own words. I feel better about myself with each passing day. The person who hurt me called hymself a Daddy but was anything but...oh hy acted the part until he could no longer maintain hys charade. By that time it was too late for me - I was under hys "spell" for lack of a better word.

When the Universe does bring my Daddy and I together it will be a beautiful thing and I will too will be able to give myself to hym without reservation.

((((((((((((((SyrQ))))))))))))))) Thank you for starting this discussion.

[micpfef]

:( Sad today .... was a rough night. I think I am even too tired to try to play.

It has been a long time since I just wanted to have a person who would hold me close and keep me safe and tell me everything will be okay. I am so used to having to take the world by storm but I so want to find the eye of the hurricane in some person who will support me and hold me up when the storm gets fierce.

Is that wrong to want that?

I also realize, as I posted in a poem last night, that letting anyone in right now is very very difficult. It is too hard to trust myself with someone. It feels too scary. What does one do when the yearning is there but the pain the situation would create is too great?

How does a girl become a girl again when she has hurt so much?

sorry I probably shouldn't post this.....

Michele

[MzMic]

(f) (l) I think that it's a good time to just sprinkle some love around. (l) (f)

I'm glad that you shared Michele.
Sometimes just saying something helps to bring it out of the darkness.

(l) Michele (l)

(l) tonguemebeautiful(l)

(l) Tuesdayfemme(l)

and....I absolutely agree ....

(l) SyrQ(l) for starting the thread up again and words of wisdom.

[TexasCowboi]

:( Sad today .... was a rough night. I think I am even too tired to try to play.

It has been a long time since I just wanted to have a person who would hold me close and keep me safe and tell me everything will be okay. I am so used to having to take the world by storm but I so want to find the eye of the hurricane in some person who will support me and hold me up when the storm gets fierce.

Is that wrong to want that?

I also realize, as I posted in a poem last night, that letting anyone in right now is very very difficult. It is too hard to trust myself with someone. It feels too scary. What does one do when the yearning is there but the pain the situation would create is too great?

How does a girl become a girl again when she has hurt so much?

sorry I probably shouldn't post this.....

Michele


((((((((((((((micpfef))))))))))))))))

[SyrQ]

*sees hym sleeping in the Daddi hammock...tip toes over and watches hym for a few minutes...quietly tip toes to the box and takes out a few green lollis and slips them in the pocket of my nightie...reaches back into box and takes out coloring book and crayons...tip toes back over to the hammock, admires hym for a few minutes...lays down on tummy on floor, feet crossed up in the air...happily and quietly coloring...*

I saw that...take them out of your pocket and put them back...no more tonight...what are you coloring lil grrl?

[SyrQ]

:( Sad today .... was a rough night. I think I am even too tired to try to play.

It has been a long time since I just wanted to have a person who would hold me close and keep me safe and tell me everything will be okay. I am so used to having to take the world by storm but I so want to find the eye of the hurricane in some person who will support me and hold me up when the storm gets fierce.

Is that wrong to want that?

I also realize, as I posted in a poem last night, that letting anyone in right now is very very difficult. It is too hard to trust myself with someone. It feels too scary. What does one do when the yearning is there but the pain the situation would create is too great?

How does a girl become a girl again when she has hurt so much?

sorry I probably shouldn't post this.....

Michele

never apologize for your feelings...you can post whatever you feel here...as long as it is your truth that you post...

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((michele)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

I know your yearning and I know your fear...I too have experienced them both at the same time and it is a confusing thing...I wish I had some great wisdom to hand down to you...I don't...all I have to give is: my ears to listen to you, my shoulder if you need to cry, my arms when you need a hug, my heart when you need to be loved by a friend and all that I am--so you don't have to be in it all alone...I will walk with you in your time of turmoil...we both can cry in our milk and get our cookies salty with tears...

when the time is right, when your fears are at rest, when you feel safe within your own space and when you are on the other side--hy will be there...that I know for sure...daddi will be there...(l)

thank you Michele for your honesty! ! !...I greatly appreciate the trust you have offered to me to witness and be apart of your pain...and I look forward to witnesing and being apart of your joy when daddi makes hys appearance...

J

[SyrQ]

(f) (l) I think that it's a good time to just sprinkle some love around. (l) (f)

I'm glad that you shared Michele.
Sometimes just saying something helps to bring it out of the darkness.

(l) Michele (l)

(l) tonguemebeautiful(l)

(l) Tuesdayfemme(l)

and....I absolutely agree ....

(l) SyrQ(l) for starting the thread up again and words of wisdom.

thank you Mz...thank you...

J

[SyrQ]

Thank you for this post toungeme. When I was reading it I thought I was reading my own words. I feel better about myself with each passing day. The person who hurt me called hymself a Daddy but was anything but...oh hy acted the part until he could no longer maintain hys charade. By that time it was too late for me - I was under hys "spell" for lack of a better word.

When the Universe does bring my Daddy and I together it will be a beautiful thing and I will too will be able to give myself to hym without reservation.

((((((((((((((SyrQ))))))))))))))) Thank you for starting this discussion.

you are more than welcome...

J

[micpfef]

(f) (l) I think that it's a good time to just sprinkle some love around. (l) (f)

I'm glad that you shared Michele.
Sometimes just saying something helps to bring it out of the darkness.

(l) Michele (l)





Thank you very much MzMic. Your light always brightens my day. It does help to just let go of things and get them out of my head. I tend to stay in my head too much and hide LOTS of stuff. (amazing if you consider how much I bend my friends' ears though)

(k) (l) (f) MzMic (f) (l) (k) back to you.

Michele

[micpfef]

((((((((((((((micpfef))))))))))))))))

Thank you SyrCowboi :) It means a lot.

Michele (f)

[micpfef]

never apologize for your feelings...you can post whatever you feel here...as long as it is your truth that you post...

Can you beleive I had to read my post 2 times before I could see that I apologized - lol... some things are pretty automatic. :$



I know your yearning and I know your fear...I too have experienced them both at the same time and it is a confusing thing...I wish I had some great wisdom to hand down to you...I don't...all I have to give is: my ears to listen to you, my shoulder if you need to cry, my arms when you need a hug, my heart when you need to be loved by a friend and all that I am--so you don't have to be in it all alone...I will walk with you in your time of turmoil...we both can cry in our milk and get our cookies salty with tears...

when the time is right, when your fears are at rest, when you feel safe within your own space and when you are on the other side--hy will be there...that I know for sure...daddi will be there...(l)

thank you Michele for your honesty! ! !...I greatly appreciate the trust you have offered to me to witness and be apart of your pain...and I look forward to witnesing and being apart of your joy when daddi makes hys appearance...

J


Thank you for your words and your support. I'll tell you a secret though..............

I HATE MILK!!!!!!!!!!!!! (a) :D Cookies are always good though or brownies YUMMY!!!!!!!!! I am so going to be in trouble with my doctor though when I see him next cuz I have been eating a bit too much of the comfort stuff and not balancing my meals well.

(f) for you SyrQ

Michele

[SyrQ]

Can you beleive I had to read my post 2 times before I could see that I apologized - lol... some things are pretty automatic. :$



Thank you for your words and your support. I'll tell you a secret though..............

I HATE MILK!!!!!!!!!!!!! (a) :D Cookies are always good though or brownies YUMMY!!!!!!!!! I am so going to be in trouble with my doctor though when I see him next cuz I have been eating a bit too much of the comfort stuff and not balancing my meals well.

(f) for you SyrQ

Michele

I'll tell you one too...I hate milk too...ick...;)

you are more than welcome....and thank you for the rose...mmmm! fragrant....

J

[toriwants]

*wanders in*

Wow it has been a very long time since i've visited here.... and it's still cozy.

micpfef i'm sorry for your pain.

[MzMic]

*wanders in*

Wow it has been a very long time since i've visited here.... and it's still cozy.

Welcome back Tori. It does have a nice feel in here, doesn't it?

[toriwants]

Yes it does and thank you. It feels good to be seeing that grrl part of myself again also. It has been gone far too long.

[micpfef]

I'll tell you one too...I hate milk too...ick...;)

you are more than welcome....and thank you for the rose...mmmm! fragrant....

J

Chai soy latte sounds yummy right about now...... or a mocha soy latte hmmmmmmm

Me thinks it is a bit late for caffeine huh?

*waving hi to tori and MzMic* Glad you both are here.

Roses are lovely flowers. I like calla lilies better though. Not sure why but I have always been drawn to them.

Michele

[SyrQ]

*wanders in*

Wow it has been a very long time since i've visited here.... and it's still cozy.

micpfef i'm sorry for your pain.

Tori...please stay as long as you wish...and let the lil grrl come out and take in the sunshine...here's a (g)

J

[toriwants]

Thank you Syr Q. It's a pleasure to see you again.

[SyrQ]

Thank you Syr Q. It's a pleasure to see you again.

likewise for sure Tori....;)

I trust all is well? it has been indeed a long time...

J

[toriwants]

Things are going very well right now. I took a sabbitical from my grrl for a bit but i'm glad to say she is coming out of her hiding place finally.

How have things been with you?

[SyrQ]

Things are going very well right now. I took a sabbitical from my grrl for a bit but i'm glad to say she is coming out of her hiding place finally.

How have things been with you?

good to hear...a sabbitical eh? I hope it was a result of a positive reason...

hiding is no place to be...for any reason...she is apart of you--embrace her...and take care of her...she is a sum of your whole...

things have been...in the midst of I--don't know what really at this point in time...thank you for asking though...time will tell I am sure however...

[toriwants]

Yes she is and i'm not trully happy without her i'm finding out.

I'm not really sure what to say about how things are with you but i hope they work out well in the end.

[SyrQ]

Yes she is and i'm not trully happy without her i'm finding out.

I'm not really sure what to say about how things are with you but i hope they work out well in the end.

one can never be happy when apart of themselves is missing...how can you be a whole person when a sum of your wholeness is being denied its existance?...

thank you...things will work out in its own time...everything happens for a reason--the hard part is figuring out what the reason is...

sleep well...dream of rainbows and unicorns...

this old myn is retiring for the evening...

until next time...*kotc* great to see you...

walk in awareness...
J

[tuesdayfemme]

((((((((((((((Michele)))))))))))))) I know how you feel. Been there, done that...


You are more than welcome to contact me privately if you need a shoulder, ear...(f)

Welcome Tori! We are having a lovely time here and SyrQ has brought us some delightful surprises lately.


*sheepishly taking the lollis out of my pocket and handing them to SyrQ*

[toungeme_beautiful]

(f) (l) I think that it's a good time to just sprinkle some love around. (l) (f)

I'm glad that you shared Michele.
Sometimes just saying something helps to bring it out of the darkness.

(l) Michele (l)

(l) tonguemebeautiful(l)

(l) Tuesdayfemme(l)

and....I absolutely agree ....

(l) SyrQ(l) for starting the thread up again and words of wisdom.



MzMic, thank you so much for sprinkeling some love around, its always needed! And I think your right about talking about things..it always makes me feel better to know some1 else knows how I feel and what I mean. This site has helped me with alot of things, people like you who care enough to share some love or words..Thank you so much!(f) (k) (})

And thank you SyrQ for coming back and spreading your kind and caring words...just knowing someone cares always helps. People can do wonders with out even knowing it!

Peace-n-Love ~

[toungeme_beautiful]

*wanders in*

Wow it has been a very long time since i've visited here.... and it's still cozy.

micpfef i'm sorry for your pain.
Welcome back Miss Tori..Great to see you in here..*thinks of Tori's pic she put in for the calendar* :P (y) ;)

Peace-n-Love ~

[TexasCowboi]

*quietly comes into the thread and leaves a big basket of LOLLY's.... nice mixture of BlowPops and TootsiePops.....then quietly leaves the thread*

[MenahuneGrrl]

**settles in on the floor and arranges some soft, silk pink flower petals in a circle on the floor and sit myself within the circle. allowing my long, flowing white dress to rest around my legs, i sit in silence with my special chalice and relax**

[micpfef]

*quietly comes into the thread and leaves a big basket of LOLLY's.... nice mixture of BlowPops and TootsiePops.....then quietly leaves the thread*

Yummmmmmmmmmm.....

TottsiePops are better than BlowPops but that is only cuz I HATE gum. :$

Why you always leaving SyrCowboi? You could stay and play with us or just watch or something.

*unwrapping a cherry Lolly and popping it into my mouth* hehe

Michele

[toriwants]

*quietly comes into the thread and leaves a big basket of LOLLY's.... nice mixture of BlowPops and TootsiePops.....then quietly leaves the thread*

mmm green apple blowpops, one of my favorites. (k) to You for the gifts for us grrls. Come back and play wif us sometime.

[micpfef]

*sneaking in quiet like and going over to the basket of lollies and grabbing the orange one and the chocolate one and the cherry one, looking up......

grabbing another chocolate one and tucking them under my shirt*

*Getting coloring stuff from the box SyrQ left for us and Going over to the corner and laying on my tummy and popping the chocolate tootsie pop in my mouth and coloring in the mermaid coloring book*

I just woke up from a nap.... I think maybe soon I will feel better.

Michele

[TexasCowboi]

*quietly slips in to replenish the Lollies and BlowPops...adding an extra bucket of sidewalk chalk for da lil grrls to play wit*

enjoy!


*slips back out quietly*

[tuesdayfemme]

*quietly slips in to replenish the Lollies and BlowPops...adding an extra bucket of sidewalk chalk for da lil grrls to play wit*

enjoy!


*slips back out quietly*

*slips outside with the sidewalk chalk and a pocketful of green lollies...happily coloring in the driveway, green lolli in my mouth, humming little song...*

[MenahuneGrrl]

**finds some purple chalk and red lollies ............ drawin little teddy bears and hearts on the sidewalk**

[micpfef]

*quietly slips in to replenish the Lollies and BlowPops...adding an extra bucket of sidewalk chalk for da lil grrls to play wit*

enjoy!


*slips back out quietly*

*picks out red chalk and yellow and blue and starts drawing a rainbow on the wall with hearts on the ends*

Thanks SyrCowboi *grinning*

Michele

[TexasCowboi]

*quietly checks in on da room fulla grrls playin' wit da chalk and ...well.... with their Lollys*

[micpfef]

*pulls a stored lolly out from under my shirt and slowly unwraps it, peeking and seeing Mr Cowboi looking in*

Hiya SyrCowboi.....

*slowly wraps my lips around the cherry lolly and slides it into my mouth. Grins with the lolly in my mouth and goes back to coloring my picture on the wall*

hehe(a)

[toriwants]

*quietly checks in on da room fulla grrls playin' wit da chalk and ...well.... with their Lollys*

Thank You for more blowpops TC..... they are yummy. I'll show You what i drew later.

[SyrQ]

how are you doing Michele?

I think you lil grrls need a little baby (@) to take care of...now, where to put the litter box?

what shall we name this little girl (@) ?

[micpfef]

how are you doing Michele?

I think you lil grrls need a little baby (@) to take care of...now, where to put the litter box?

what shall we name this little girl (@) ?

I am okay SyrQ. Life continues and I keep on trudging along. Thank you for asking. It is kind of good that I am not working right now with all my coordination of stuff for relocating to SF going on. But the extra money from a part time job would be nice.

I am discovering that reaching out to others helps me cope better. It never takes away the pain but it does give me a better support to cushion my fall and keep me above the vicious monsters below. My friends mean the world to me and their support and insights are valued immensely.

I have posted 2 poems in my poetry thread the last few days. And put some more stuff on my Yahoo 360.

A (@) huh? You Daddies gonna clean out the litter box or you gonna make us do it? I have 2 kitties now. One's name is Angelface and the other one is Hermione. They always know when to snuggle with me. But they both annoy me at times.

How are you doing SyrQ? You keeping busy and working through more of the things on your mind?

Take care and (f) (f) for all the Daddies.

Michele

[micpfef]

Anyone want to do wishes with me?

*Throwing some (*) (*) (*) (*) (*) (*) to put wishes on*

I wish........

--That I could truly love myself and accept all my shortcomings
--That I had some Daddy's strong arms to rest in and tell me everything will be all better
--That there was a Daddy's lap really close to me where I could crawl up and snuggle for a long long time.

K.... anyone else want to wish?

Michele